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~catnip's pov~

I wake up in a room that was nearly empty and was mostly white. I heard yelling but ignored it. I walk around the room in confusion for a few seconds before a voice sprung from the ceiling "experiment 00256 please wait for a scientist to ex-court you to-" the voice cuts out. I walk over to a metal door locked up heavily from the looks of it. I look through one of the large windows next to the door seeing a person. The person looked to be a male with short brown hair, a doctors uniform, a mix of light and dark skin, he had a devilish smile, but a shadow covered his eyes to where I couldn't tell the color of them. The supposed scientist unlocks the door using some sort of key pad revealing that while the door may appear to be heavily locked it wasn't. The scientist comes into the room and grabs my wrist with a rough grip making nearly my whole arm scream out in pain. I try to speak finding myself only capable of small cat whimpers and mumbles. A cold sweat runs down the back of my neck as the scientist drags me to a dark room completely isolated from everyone. The scientist throws me into the room; I land on my side quickly sitting up dizzy the room was slightly fuzzy. A rough voice comes from some speaker on the roof; it was the scientist "testing testing". I suddenly get injected with some sort of venom causing me great pain. I fall the floor not wanting to move; it was scorpion venom which may not do anything to me but gives me grave pain. "get up" he said but I did not react "get up" h urges again yet I still lay on the ground "GET UP YOU WORTHLESS PEACE OF SHIT" he yells making me start to tremble in fear. The room suddenly goes silent when I hear the door open and slam close. I suddenly am picked up by the neck feeling his cold skin ageist my chest and neck. I move my legs back and forth in attempt to kick him or to make him let go of me. Tears start to swell up in my eyes as the scientist throws me to the ground across the small room I could already feel the blood dripping down my chin by the time I manged to barely even stand up on two paws. The scientist dashes towards me and kicks me back down before taking something shinny out of his pocket but my vision was to fuzzy for me to tell what it was. suddenly I felt a tourcherous pain in my chest I sit up and look down seeing the large slash in my chest which ripped through bloody bandages I had resting on my torso I fall onto my back as the pain and abuse continues for what seems like years. I suddenly wake up knocking my forehead onto the wood that held up the bed above mine. I place my paw on my head and rubbed it as the pain fades away. I notices that I am hyperventilating and was crying?..I look at the time 12:00 am I just turned in bed to where I face the blanket that hung from the top bunk making a curtain of some sorts my back ageist the wall. I pull my legs into my chest and let my head fall onto them before repositioning my arms to my knees my ears hung downwards to gravity. I just sit there allowing tears to flow down my cheeks as more horrible memories of my past play on repeat in my mind but the words "worthless peace of shit" kept lingering in my mind but why? Sure my whole childhood I was called that so why did I care? I don't know but I just sit there until my alarm goes off. I stop my alarm and get out bed quickly changing into my normal outfit. I sigh 'it's okay your okay' I think putting a fake smile on and starting my day like how I normally do.

A/N: poor catnip but how you guys enjoyed the story

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