We swung by her room to grab her bag then went downstairs where Sam was.
"I got everyone's bags in the car and called the jet. Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked as I nodded.
"It's the safest thing to do. Even though nothing has happened here, I don't want to risk it." I said as we made our way out to the car.
It was kinda ominous, knowing someone was out to get me and someone was watching.
Nobody had tried anything and there weren't anymore notes. It was almost as if the threat was dropped.
I knew better than to let my guard fall though.
Before we went to the airport, we picked up the older kids from school.
It was their last day before winter break so it was the perfect time to do this.
"So we're leaving now?" Carter asked as Sam started driving us to the airport. "Yeah. We got your bags, so I hope you didn't forget anything." I said and looked back at them.
"Are we actually gonna be able to explore LA or like..are we gonna be trapped?" Jenna asked as I frowned.
"You're gonna be trapped. At least for most of the time. Maybe we can make a couple trips out into the public but it's just not safe." I explained.
"Understandable." She said which was surprising. I was expecting her to throw a fit but she seemed pretty cool with it.
I didn't have the energy to question it.
When we got to the airport, Sam escorted us to the private jet.
"Wooooahhh. We have our own plane?" Carter asked as I nodded. "Yeah, it's pretty insane huh?" I asked as Juniper frowned.
"Are you sure it's safe?" Juniper asked as she took my hand.
"The safest. As long as I'm here you'll be safe." I said as Sam led the way onto the plane.
Part of me was worried about going to LA since LA usually meant trouble, but I almost felt comfort in it.
Knowing that there would be so many eyes out there to protect the kids.
The plane ride was quick and easy, which was good because I knew the kids were nervous about it.
As soon as we landed though I let my mindset change.
There was a a good chance I would have to fall into a leadership role in the gang while I was here and I had to be ready for it.
"Okay, guys. While you're down here I need you to be on your best behavior." I said as we unloaded the car.
"Can the bad guys get down here?" Little Sam asked as I shook my head. "It's arguably the only place they can't get." I explained and took Juniper's hand.
"Yeah, you guys are gonna be safe down here." Sam reiterated. "Sissy, why are we in a garage?" Juniper asked, pulling at my hand.
"We're gonna live under it." I said as we walked towards the elevator. "Under it?" She asked with confusion.
"Watch this." Sam said then opened the elevator door.
"Wooaahhh..." She hummed as we piled into the elevator.
Once we got downstairs, I let my face go hard. While I was down here I would have to be aggressive and unbothered so nobody would walk all over me.
"Alright, this is the room guys. I know it's gonna suck to share but it's only for a little while." I explained.
"Man, Jenna snores." Carter whined as Jenna smacked his arm. "Stop." She groaned as I narrowed my eyes.
"Let me know if you need anything. Jules, once they're settled just come to my office." Sam said as I nodded.
"Can I sleep with you, sissy?" Juniper asked as I nodded. "Sure, pick a bed." I said as she nodded and looked at the beds.
It was kinda weird being down here considering this room was literally built so I could stay down here.
It felt like a million years ago.
I spent the next thirty minutes or so getting everyone set up.
I left the kids so they could get comfortable and so I could talk to Sam.
When I got to his office, I knocked on the door. "Come in." Sam said after a couple seconds.
I sighed then walked in, seeing him sitting on his desk with a cake in his hands.
"Happy birthday, Jules." He said with a smile. I frowned, realizing that today was in fact my birthday.
The first birthday without Colby.
"You remembered?" I asked as he nodded. "While we were held captive, it was all Colby cared about." He said with a sigh.
"He didn't know what date it was but he wanted to be back before your birthday." Sam explained then looked down.
"Did they really keep you guys both in the same room?" I asked as he nodded.
"Yeah. I really didn't think it would end like it did." He said then shook his head, holding the cake up.
"Let me sing you happy birthday." He said as I sighed.
I felt all sorts of emotions welling up as he sang me happy birthday.
It reminded me of when Colby sang me happy birthday on my twenty first birthday. I was so upset about my dad that he tried to make me feel special by getting me a cake.
This time I was upset about Colby. To the point that I completely forgot about my birthday this year.
I didn't know if it was because I was missing Colby so much, but the way Sam's blue eyes were shining from the candle light reminded me of Colby.
I stared at him for a second before the emotions enveloped me and I leaned in to kiss him.
Sam reacted to kiss for only a second before we both pulled away from eachother.
"I am so sorry." I gasped, bringing my hand to my lips.
I really didn't mean to kiss him. I didn't mean to even remotely show any romantic attraction to Sam.
He just reminded me so much of Colby.
"It's okay, Julia. I get it." Sam said as I burst into tears. "No. That was so wrong, I am so sorry." I sobbed out as he put the cake down and pulled me in for a hug.
"It's been tense. I can't imagine the grief you've been feeling. It's really okay." Sam hummed as I cried into his shoulder.
"I miss him, too. I always knew he would meet his demise eventually, but it kills me that you were the one who had to do it." He said, his voice going thick.
"It haunts me, Sam. It kills me." I said and pulled away to look at him.
There were tears in his eyes, which set me back slightly.
Sam has been so strong throughout all of this, and I felt like he was really starting to crack.
It wasn't like I could blame him, but it made everything feel so real.
"I'm sorry." I said as he wiped his eyes. "It's okay, Jules." He said then breathed a laugh. "Maybe don't kiss me again though, you're like my sister." He said as I nodded.
"Deal." I said then reached my hand out to shake his. "Now, let's get a plan rolling so we can kill these mother fuckers." He said with a mischievous grin.
That's what I loved about Sam. He was always going to be a shoulder to cry on and he was understanding about a lot of things.
I most definitely didn't mean to kiss him, but I think it brought a little comedy to a very tense situation.
It was going to be hard, but at this point I think we both wanted revenge.
