Being sixteen

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Pain the pain
Being sixteen
Alone bleeding out
Betrayed by a sister
Can't control these emotions
Screaming them in rage and tears
Music takes hold of my nerves
Being sixteen
Forgetting how to act alone with my crutches
I want to run out the troubles
Wanting to close the door and nail it shut
But I want to open it to help them
Being sixteen
Falling in love
How can I do that without messing up
The freak, the black sheep
the one nobody bothers to get to know
I'm numb to people
Head down listening to others' emotions
I hate being sixteen
Just turned sixteen
Hoping to have luck for a better year
But I can't finish this sentence
For I forgot my own goals
Wrapped up in their pain and my own
To selfless for me to be selfish
I wish to breathe the night sky like a star
Being sixteen
6/21/23

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