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          my eyes flutter open and i let out a heavy sigh as the familiar smell of a hospital floods my senses.

         "oh thank god! he's awake." my mother says. "hey baby," she says as she strokes my hair gently. her eyes are bloodshot from all the crying, i assume. my mother is very emotional and she cries a lot when i have these uhm. . . episodes.

           "it seems that your condition is deteriorating a bit faster than we had assumed. we're going to have to opt for a more. . .harsher treatment." the doctor says. my mother's big blue eyes stare at mine and i feel guilty. guilty for hurting her, guilty for being sick

             and

             guilty for dying.

author's note

I'll just leave this here.

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