She's Next | Billie Eilish

• Can't escape her •

I pulled out my phone and opened contacts.
I handed her my phone.

I watched to see her reaction. As she held my phone, she laughed out loud.

"You are not slick," She laughed.

She started to type and I was getting hopeful.

But when she handed my phone back, I saw that she only added her name, no number.

"Hey Jessie," I said.

"Hey..."
"Eva"
"Eva! Hey Eva," she spoke.

I smiled.

"Does Jessie not have a number?" I asked.

"She does, but she doesn't give out her number until the second date," she replied.

"Oh, got it," I let out.

"How about I meet you back here tomorrow at..." I watched as she was thinking about a time.

She was so beautiful.

"...hmm how about at 8?" She asked.

"Am?"

"Oui, we meet here, and then we can go on adventures or something," she added.

"Yeah, or something," I laughed

She smiled at me before suddenly hugging me.

I didn't expect a hug, but I didn't hate it.

She smelled like coconut and her hair was so insanely soft.

I held onto her as much as I could.

"I really hope you're okay though, I promise I'll make you forget about everything tomorrow," she whispered in ear.

...

As I was in my car, I got a text from Jax.

Jax

I think I left something

Coming back so soon?

Don't get cocky
I really did leave something behind

Yeah
You left me

Look
Imma swing by in about an hour
Be there.

K

I made my way back home. I won't even lie to myself, and act like I wasn't craving her touch again.

...

Once I was home, I decided to take a quick shower before Jax got here.

I turned on the water and then went in.
I let the warm water hit my face.

The shower was always the once place I could be alone with my thoughts.

Then suddenly, I saw someone opening the shower door.

"What the hell Jax?!" I  shouted.

She walked into the shower to joined me.
She didn't even ask if I was okay with it.

"Calm down mama, no need to get loud," she said.

As she stood in front of me, I looked into her eyes before realizing she was completely naked. I didn't know how to feel about this.

I watched as the water trickled down her chest, to her heat and down her legs.

...

After our shower. I got dressed and laid in bed waiting for Jax.

She came out the bathroom and started putting on the close I left out for her.

She's so cute.

"What?" She asked.

I laid there in bed smiling at her.

"You're so perfect," I told her.

She smiled as she crawled up next to me, and got under the covers with me.

She faced the opposite to me, so I spooned her.

"I'm having someone get your stuff to bring it over here," I whispered as I played with her hair.

I've never really craved a relationship before, but with Jax there was something different. I just want to know she isn't using me and really does want to be with me.

"Okay," she whispered backed.

"You're okay with that?" I asked.

"I know you wouldn't let me leave anyway," she replied.

What?

"Good girl," I whispered playfully.

"You know I love you Jax," I reassured her

She took a second to respond.

"I know," she let out.

I could tell she was unsure. But I really wanted this, so I ignored it.

I leaned over and kissed her forehead.

I laid back down. Hoping that she felt the same way.

"I love You too Eva," she spoke.

I could feel my face light up.

"Very good," I whispered in response.

•

•

•