i wake up with a pounding headache to see larray dancing and being his normal self, he looks over to me with a sad sympathetic smile reminding me of what i found last night, my heart breaks remembering it all and i start tearing up but pushing the tears back, i've always hated crying, especially after a rough childhood of crying and shit. i got up and walked into my bathroom taking my makeup off and sticking some eyelashes on so i could feel some what normal, i walk into the living room with larray following and go under the tv checking to see if my grinder was still there, luckily it was. i rolled my blunt as i looked to the side i could see larray disappointed. i hadn't smoked weed in a few months but whenever something bad happens, i turn to weed again. i look at my phone to see missed calls and texts from not only josslyn but jaden too. i knew i should probably check them but at this moment in time i just wanted to smoke my zoot in peace. larray reminded me about everything with bryce last night making me laugh and kinda thinking about it. me and bryce used to be close before me and jaden officially got together as he's the one who properly introduced us. as i was becoming famous on tiktok, bryce had slid into my dms which grew a flirty friendship but as soon as i got into my relationship with jae, he appreciated and respected us by not flirting. i saw a message from bryce making sure i was okay because he walked into jadens room this morning to see josslyn there in his bed and him on the balcony. again, i didn't care about anything else right now.
a few hours later i finally got the courage to check and reply to my texts, all the ones from josslyn were pics of her and jaden and her saying he didn't care about me nor our relationship.
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i broke down into larrays arms after blocking jaden for a bit, i decided to announce it on my story because i feel our supporters need to know, they've been there since the start of our relationship, it's only right they know it came to an end.
