I will confess

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Teju 's pov
And Karan sat in his place infront of me I was looking in laptop sending replies to mails
" Umm. Did he said something" Karan asked me
" No he was just joking and flirting"
I replied non chalantly
" Flirting?"
" Ya just a little bit he is sweet anyway " I replied still busy with typing
He got up and went out angrily slamming the door of my room
" What happened to him " I thought

Then I got busy in my work
After I completed my work I decided to join others for tea . I went downstairs where maid told me that everybody is sitting in garden. I went there and saw that everybody are sitting together and having tea and chatting including adults, Ansh,Karan and Samaira.
Ansh saw me and called me there was sit beside Ansh so I sat there and Karan and Samaira were sitting opposite to us. I gave smile to Karan but he ignored me. We were talking after few mins adults went inside. After they went inside Samaira holded Karan's arm while talking which I noticed and I didn't like it.
After some time she kept her head on his shoulder and I wanted to break her head. Karan also got uncomfortable this time but he didn't said anything he is more focused in business talks with Ansh.
While talking about something Ansh suddenly said " let's go somewhere guys anyway we have two days only there is pooja day after tomorrow so let's go for long ride weather is also good "
" Of course why not " Samaira replied immediately " let's go na Karan it will be so much fun and we will spend time together please " she said holding Karan's hand .
And I was boiling with anger inside
" You guys go I have no mood" I replied
I wanted to go for long drive but I can't see their closeness anymore otherwise I will break her teeth so I denied
" Why teju come na it will be fun we will go to beach there is beautiful beach in city " Ansh said to me and whole time I was looking towards Karan for him something to say and he did
" She is coming " I didn't denied anymore as I can't leave Karan with that bitch. I know I shouldn't use such words for any girl but my anger is taking over me. We all went to change in casuals and informed adults and went.

We are on the way to some beach and it's a beautiful way with trees on both side and cool wind. Karan is driving and Ansh is in passenger seat and me and Samaira were in back seat . After 45 mins we reached the place and wow it's so beautiful beach . It's something around 7pm so it's dusky dark and cool wind flowing . The water is looking so beautiful with shadow of moon in it, it's treat to watch we were enjoying the view Karan was beside me and Samira was beside Karan and Ansh on my other side of me when samaira holded Karan's hand took him away with her to show something and he went he didn't look bothered he looked happy.

I felt hurt I don't know when I fell so hard for Karan that things started to affect me I was too blind to even feel my feelings and it got late I guess. He went away from me and I was looking at him from behind. While thinking all this I don't know when a tear of drop fell from eyes and Ansh noticed it. He asked me
" Teju are you okay"
" Ya something went into my eyes due to wind " I made excuse
Me and Ansh started walking silently on lane while Samaira and Karan were near beach having fun .
" You should confess him" Ansh said suddenly out of the blue
" What "
" If you will not tell the person what you feel then how will he know and the things will not go forward" he said I started to look on other side to avoid him
Shit man he guessed if everybody can see it then why can't he
" And btw my brother is dumb in this things he doesn't understand this things so easily so you need to confess him to tell him your feelings" Ansh said
Can he read my mind ?
No wayyy
" But what if he doesn't feel the same " I asked Ansh after few mins
" He does " Ansh replied
" I don't think so " I said in cracked voice I'm in the verge of crying seeing him happy with her
Ansh stopped and replied
" If he doesn't then it's his loss I'm telling you" he said to make me laugh
And it worked and I was laughing with tears
" Listen teju If he doesn't
then there must be something else in your destiny but atleast confess once so you don't regret in future I did I don't want you to " he explained me calmly
" You regretted not confessing? " I asked him
" I did regretted after she went away from me I hope I would have confessed" he said being emotional remembering something
" Why didn't you do it now search her , call her and tell her your feelings " I said
" I can't she is not anymore to listen to me " I gasped
" She died in an accident and I couldn't confess " he said and tears flowed down through his eyes
I felt really bad and I hugged him to comfort him and he got okay in few mins and we started to walk towards our car silently and I decided I will confess him today itself I can't even take a day more. I like him.

Hey guys really sorry for long break but it was due to my exams but now it's over so I will update almost regularly but for that you need to vote and comment your reviews. Are you liking it or not ? Any suggestions? Anything. Please do comment . Ignore mistakes

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