Poisoned

Trying

I sign before I knock on the chateau door, I just wanted to explain, i owe it for them

John B opened the door, I was relief because he was the easiest one, he was never harsh on me every time I was being my usual me and causing troubles, he just was there

But this time it felt like he wasn't there, non of them was, it's like they took JJs side without a need to take a side.

"Hi" he said

"Hi" I replied

"Who's this?" I heard JJs voice from the back of the chateau

"Come in" he said as he opened the door and letting me in

I walked in, he leaded me to everyone, they were all hanging out there on the back

"Hey! Liv what happened?" Pope asked

"What are you doing here? Did Barry kicked you out already?" JJ said

"It's not like that-" I said

"Didn't you said you won't come back?" He said

"Oh so it's bad that I came back?" I said

"I don't know we thought you were too busy with you're little drug dealer" he said

"Oh my god" I said with a groan

"I gotta say, it was kind of unfair-" kie said

"What's the deal with you and Barry anyways?" he said

"Shut the fuck up" I shout

"Just shut the fuck up for a second, for god sakes" I said as I sat down, putting my hands on my head

I raised my gaze to look at them "I just wanted to give you guys explanation alright? For Everything." I said

"I'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want... just let me explain" I added

"We're listening" John B said with a sad smile and I returned him a small smile 

"So first of all, I stole drugs from Frank when I got back home a few weeks ago, I only used few, JJ flashes the other in the toilet" I started

"I went to Barry's for drugs, it's true but he didn't gave me and he-" I was about to say but JJ cut me off before I could finish

"He's a fucking drug dealer, are you expecting us to believe that?" JJ said

"Frank got there and he knows about the drugs I stole from him, and Barry saw that and he figured I needed help and he hidden me from Frank, he helped me and let me stay at his when you guys weren't there" I said

"We are always here for you" Kie said, but she didn't said that in a comforting tone, like i was wrong for saying they weren't there, but they weren't, and it felt like she was trying to deny it and getting defensive about it

"You were not there." I added with more aggressive tone

"You can't blame us" Kie said, it still felt like she was trying to defend herself so bad and that shit genuinely pissed me off