Poisoned

Let me bleed

I have no where to go, so I walked home.
I couldn't walk to the beach because the hurricane destroyed everything

I knew it was going to be bad but it would be worse and worse as long as I stay at the chateau. I didn't wanted to but I had to open the door.

My mom and Frank waited for me, "look who finally decided to come home" he shouted, obviously he was drank, again.

"Hey" I said with a shaking voice

Frank got closer to me. I tried to step back but my head hit the door behind me.

"Where have you been you been? Your mom needed you!" He shouted

"I stayed at my friends house, I couldn't come back because of the hurricane , I am sorry"

"Not good enough" he shouted as he punched me at my stomach.

"Try again" he said

"I AM SORRY" I screamed in pain.

"NOT GOOD ENOUGH" he screamed as well

he kept hitting my stomach, and my head hit the door harder this time and I fell on the floor crouching in pains.
He finally went back to the coach.

I went to the bathroom, took a scissor and made myself bleed, I don't know why I do this shit, maybe because I deserve it, because I don't want to feel anything but the pain in my body, this feeling making me feel somethings nothing could ever compare to.

A few minutes later I saw jay snicking out through my window

"Jj???" I said while wiping my tears, hiding the scissors and raised my sweatshirts sleeves quickly

"What have you been doing?" He asked me

"What are you doing? how do you even know where I live??"

"Uh I wanted to check on you... I followed you, I am so sorry I was just worried"

"It's okay... thank you" I said holding tears

"Liv?"

"Jay?"

"What have you been doing before I came in?" He asked me and I froze. He can't know.

"Nothing" I said and he nods, he knows something is off but he can't know what.

"Do you wanna go back to the chateau?"

"I don't think they really wants me there, and besides, I don't want to piss my dad again..."

"Don't worry about the rest of the pogues, they only were surprised but if I will introduce you it will be better."

"Okay, but only if it will okay for the rest of them."

"I promise it will be fine" he said with a smile as we snicked out

"Omg jj where have you been?" Kiara asked before taking a look at me getting in after jay

"Wait what is she doing here?" She added