12. My way home is through you 💚💙💚💙

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He couldn't go back...

He wasn't family, and this wasn't his home...

He was an employee, nothing more.

At least to Cash...

~~~Present:~~~

"Hey, maybe this was all for the best, hm? Mammon was a huge jerk to you." Asmodeus says.

Fizz nods. "He was..."

"What is it, Fizz? What's wrong?"

Tears fell from Fizz's eyes.

"Oh, baby. Come here." Ozzie says,

He opens his arms out for Fizz, and Fizzarolli ran to him and accepted the embrace.

"I feel like I'm letting everyone down." Fizzarolli admits. "I lost everything. I crossed Mammon and now my fans, my friends, everyone hates me, I feel like maybe I should have-"

Asmodeus pet Fizz gently. "What do you mean your friends hate you?"

"They all blocked me...some after sending horrible messages to me about how I was ungrateful for everything Mammon had done... and they're right." Fizzarolli says.

"Fizzarolli, You need to realize that what you need matters more than what other people think of you." Asmodeus says. "You weren't being treated fairly, you did the right thing."

Fizzarolli nods. "Okay."

Asmodeus holds Fizz at arms length to talk to him face to face. "Listen, if your friends only liked you based on what Mammon thought of you, they're not really your friends, are they?"

"Guess not..." Fizzarolli shrugs.

"Your true fans will still love you. They don't watch you because Mammon tells them to, Mammon wanted you because the fans love you. You make hell a little bit better, you make people happy. You are fun, not to mention kind...hell doesn't deserve you." Asmodeus says.

Fizzarolli hugs Asmodeus again. "Thanks, Ozzie."

~~~Past, Fizzarolli:~~~

Fizzarolli couldn't sleep. He's been sharing the tent with the other adult performers at the circus. He didn't feel safe, circus people were...freaky. And he has experience with these type of people.

He crawled out of bed and snuck into the tent with Blitzo and Barbie.

"Psst." Fizzarolli tries to get Blitzo's attention, he's only known them for a few weeks, but Blitzo, he felt understood him. Or at least connected with him.

Blitzo stirred, but didn't wake up yet.

"Psst, Blitzo?" Fizzarolli asks, shaking him awake gently, he doesn't want to wake up both of them, but he did feel like Blitzo wouldn't really mind for some reason.

Blitzo finally woke up, then sat up on the mattress. "Fizzarolli? What's wrong?" Blitzo whispered.

"I'm sorry, but the guy in the other room kinda scares me...and I didn't want to wake up Cash." Fizzarolli had tears in his eyes. "But, I also don't want to be alone..."

"Are you okay?" Blitzo asked.

Fizz shook his head. "I don't think so. My family- they don't want me anymore. And now, I feel alone here."

"Oh, I'm sorry." Blitzo says.

They're only six. Blitzo didn't understand how abnormal or traumatic that is, Fizz sure didn't.

"It's okay." Fizz says, wiping his face. It wasn't okay really, but he always tried to look for the bright side of any bad situation. "I'm just a little sad is all..."

"Well, you can sleep here with us." Blitzo offers. "If that's better."

"Really?" Fizz asks.

"Sure, and we can be friends too, if you want, I guess." Blitzo says.

"I'd like that." Fizzarolli smiles and slips into the covers of the mattress the twins were sharing. "Thanks, Blitzo." He whispers.

Blitzo nods. "Sure, you won't have to worry about anything again, okay? Because we can protect you."

Fizzarolli leaned close to Blitzo, instantly falling asleep.

Blitzo, not knowing how to respond, he just let fizz be. "Well, okay then, goodnight fizz." He whispers before getting some sleep himself.

~~~Present, Fizzarolli and Asmodeus~~~

Night came. And fizz couldn't help but feel out of place...

The room was huge and it didn't feel like home.

He wrapped a blanket around himself and walked out the door, leaving the room behind.

"Ozzie?" Fizz knew Asmodeus's home well, he's visited a million times, even spent the night. So, he knew where Ozzie's room was.

Asmodeus sat up and turns on the lamp beside the bed. "Fizz? What's wrong?" He clearly wasn't sleeping, which Fizz was glad about. He would feel bad if he woke him up.

"Can I stay here with you tonight?" Fizz asks.

Asmodeus was surprised by that, but he smiles widely. "Of course, you're always welcome here, Fizz."

Fizzarolli smiles, he climbs up on the very large bed and snuggles up close to Asmodeus.

"Comfy?" Asmodeus asks.

Fizzarolli nods against Ozzie's chest. "Now it feels like home."

Asmodeus smiles and kisses the top of Fizz's head. "Goodnight, Fizz."

Notes: Little! Blitzø and CG!Stolas is next (It's almost done and I think everyone will like it) Should be posted tonight or tomorrow 

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