Blue

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Sitting there alone,
Regretting being born.
Notes are all empty, friends are gone.
Staring at those empty walls 
Feeling numb and  cold,
The room is full of people
But I am still feeling alone.
Living in a big house
Still feeling like a stray,
I wish I didn't change my direction
My story, that day.
People around me
Are louder than thunders,
My broken thoughts
Are fighting with those monsters.
Living with regrets
Keeping nothing else,
Try to take a deep breath
Try to avoid those dirty stares.
Breaking my soul, heart, and bones
My lord! I think they've won.
They already won the show where
They have to stab me with words,
"I am the bad girl, I am the wicked"
Those monsters urged.
I am still walking
With my broken legs and heart,
Still, keep wearing the blue  dress
Covered with tears and blood.
I wish I finish this chapter
Even after no bones left,
Oh lord! I apologized but 
They need to feel everything I felt.

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