❝ 𝙛𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 ❞
hi, it's me clara again and this time around i've decided to head forwards a new route in my songw...
Yeah, I bet you could've fought it until your limbs were sore
I sought so much when you never cut to the core
You saw the signs that you chose to ignore
PRE-CHORUS:
Cause you know everytime I thought I was close
It turns out that I was alone with your shadow
And I grew accustomed to your ghost
And now you want to let me know
That you regret ever letting me go
CHORUS:
So don't you hit me with that bullshit
Oh, don't you dare wonder 'what if this could've played out different?'
It's a shame back then you couldn't take a hint
And I gave, uh, about a million
POST-CHORUS:
If only you wouldn't have been such a fool
It's distinctly your loss, dude
You're such a fool ( such a fool )
2ND VERSE:
You're the one that decided to cut off contact
And now suddenly you decide you want me back
Oh, well would you look at that?
And I don't mean to laugh like a maniac
But you're ridiculous, so fucking humorous
Why are you digging up ancient artifacts
Of what could've been, but never was
CHORUS:
So don't you hit me with that bullshit
Oh, don't you dare wonder 'what if this could've played out different?'
It's a shame back then you couldn't take a hint
And I gave, uh, about a million
POST-CHORUS:
If only you wouldn't have been such a fool
It's distinctly your loss, dude
You're such a fool
BRIDGE:
I know I sound like a petty bitch writing this
But it needs to be said
I think it's best if we slit the thread of little secrets
I don't need to hear that you're now feeling smitten
Oh, don't tell me you're anti-every song I've written
Oh no, you don't get to do this and ruin
My coherent new profound love built in I have with them
When I'm already healed from past heartbreak's bruises
Perhaps you just can't stand losing
CHORUS:
So don't you hit me with that bullshit
Oh, don't you dare wonder 'what if this could've played out different?'
It's a shame back then you couldn't take a hint
And I gave, uh, about a million
POST-CHORUS:
If only you wouldn't have been such a fool
It's distinctly your loss, dude, you're such a fool
And I "hate" to admit it, but I'm no longer in love with you
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I wrote this as a literal "What If" situation in which a former crush of mine was to suddenly confess they liked me all along/like me NOW but I'm already in love with someone much better who cares so deeply for me and that's the kind of love that I've always wanted all along- that's the kind of love that former crushes couldn't provide me with.
This song is not about Friday the 13th ( Oct 2023 ) though, I started writing and teasing this song a month before that. This song is just about me and my fear that some former crush is gonna realize how amazing I am in a few years and want me then, but like nO, I'm much better off with my new love and you don't get to put me in the position of a love triangle >:(
I kind of wrote this based off a freaky dream I had in which some former crush confesses their feelings for me and I was like oh God no, aren't you like dating someone? I have no idea wth I would do or say if that really did happen in the future, I feel like there's one wonderful person engraved in both my mind and heart for all eternity, they're the one and only for me <3 No one else can ever compare. Like ever.
