Confession of a High School Whore

chapter 11

Chapter 11 last days of happiness

The entire Tuesday me and Ty spend in the cabin and at the lake swimming summer break is almost over unfortunately

Wednesday morning we got up very early to head back to his place I had to convince him but it didn't take much he doesn't get up very early

As we lay in his bed cuddle I couldn't help but wonder what should my life have been like with him would I have been happy or not he sees me as an actual person not a object to be use for sex

Eventually I got out of bed he is still sleeping I dress myself and went to his computer I put a sticky note on his desktop

Dear Ty

Thank you for the most amazing time
Ever I'll always remember this moments
I'm gonna miss your cuddles so damm much
See u at school Monday

All my love ~G

As I type it tears start running down my eyes but I blink them away and grab my back pack and went home

I unlock my phone for the first time in a while

200 miss calls from Derek

20 miss calls from rose

500 messages from Derek

5 messages from rose

2 messages from dad

I just lock it again and toss it on my bed waiting for ty to call or message me but he never did
I lock my room grab my razor blade and gently start cutting my twist as I lay numb on the floor and cry my eyes out

I call the suicide hotline

Good afternoon how can we help you today

I'm Genivee and I just cut myself

Ma'am do I need to call an ambulance

No but can u book me into a room for a few weeks

What's ur address ma'am

I know where the mental hospital is I've been there a few times I can drive there

Sure think we will wait for u

I pack myself a few days of clothes and all my essentials as I made it downstairs I notice my dad is sitting by the kitchen table reading the newspaper

Hey Genivee where are u going

Mental hospital dad

He didn't even ask me what's wrong all he did is smile at me which cause me to roll my eyes at him