WILL ALL OF THIS WOULD STILL HAPPEN?
THE LONG RIDE sa kotse na nirentahan nya, was silent. We were both silent. Kahit 'yung pag-iyak ko, hindi maririnig. At grabe rin 'yung awkwardness. I can't believe myself na ginawa ko uli 'yun sakanya. Na i attempted to run away from her again. Grabe, ang duwag ko. Sobrang duwag ko.
Naiisip ko lang rin kanina kung paano ko bilisan 'yung pagpapa-andar ko sa wheel chair ko.
Bakit pa kasi ngayon ako hindi maka-lakad?
Nakarating na kami sa hotel.
We both sat in the bed in silence, until magsalita sya ulit.
"What happened, Ja-neh?" She said, with a shaky voice.
I guess nata-takot syang mag-tanong, kaya nanginginig ang boses nya.
"Can we please not talk about it?"
"I want to talk about it, Jane. I wanna know what's bothering you."
"I don't want to--"
"Please..." Tumayo sya and she kneeled infront of me habang naka-yuko sya sa mga kamay ko habang hawak nya ito.
"Tumayo ka nga dyan--"
"Please tell me what's wrong, Jane." She said while she's sobbing.
"Jea..."
"I'm begging you."
This time, bumalik ako sa wheel chair ko and i tried to make her stand up.
Pero she won't stand up.
"You really wanna know what happened?" She nodded.
"Sit here." I said.
Sinunod nya naman 'yung sinabi ko and she wiped her tears with her hand like a child.
I don't want to hurt her pero wala na akong alam na ibang ways para sabihin 'to nang hindi sya nasasaktan.
"I'm going to get married with Zoe." I tried to say it without letting her hear my shaky voice and without letting her feel na i'm in deep pain and in deep fear.
She stopped for a moment.
"What?" She asked.
"I said--"
A/N: this is the prologue part but with Jane's POV
"I WAITED FOR YEARS! FOR YOU!" Does she think na hindi rin ako naghintay sakanya?
"Hindi ko naman sinabing hintayin mo ako, Jea." Lumabas nalang bigla kasi bigla ko nalang rin naisip na... Kung sasaktan ko sya at this moment, makaka-move on sya sa'kin.
Agad.
Pero...
Ayokong mangyari 'yun.
Pero ito lang 'yung naiisip kong tanging paraan para hindi na sya mag suffer kasama ako.
Ayoko na syang masaktan.
Kung ito lang talaga 'yung only way para hindi na sya mag suffer kasama ako, so then be it.
"Oh please! Stop calling me in that nickname that you gave me! Alam kong none of that was real!" Is she talking about the months that we spent together?
Is she saying na pine-peke ko lang lahat pati feelings ko sakanya?
Is she calling me a liar now?
Or is it about what happened five years ago?
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Two Ghosts
FanfictionJane Florence De Leon is a well-known dancer and an actress. Her colleagues in highschool emailed her to join them in their highschool reunion, but little did she know that her first love is there also. Janella Maxine Salvador is a well-known singer...
