Chapter 37 - I'll Do It

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"Hindi sa ganon pa, alam ko naman na kukuntsabahin ka lang ni mama sa kasal na sabihin sa'kin if ever na sagutin ko."

"Pero mali ka, Jane." Ito lang ata ang oras na makikita kong galit si papa sa'kin ah.

"Tito, i'll go get something muna sa car. Ja-neh?" Jea said.

"Okay, be careful." I said to Jea.

Nang makita namin na umalis na si Jea, nagtuloy kami sa pag-uusap ni papa.

"Look Ja-neh, if this is about your mom and Jea's--"

"I love her, pa."

"And i won't ask you to stay away from her, anak. I just want you to care for your mother like you always do. Ayokong ganito kayo." Papa is truly is understanding and kind.

Unlike mama na parang sumarado na ang utak dahil sa tingin kong pang b-brainwash sakanya ni Zoe.

"Okay Pa. I will talk to her once na magising sya. I'll stay here." I can stay sa bedroom nila with a pillow since naka wheelchair naman ako.

Perks of having a wheelchair.

I'd like to go inside pero...

Zoe's there.

Ayoko naman na pagka-gising ni mama, kaming dalawa ang makikita nya.

Magkakaroon na naman sya ng ka-delusionalan sa utak nya.

And yes, i'm so mad kay mama.

Not to the point na wala na akong pake sakanya at times like these, pero...

I don't like what she was doing and thinking last week.








TIME HAD PASSED, nagising nalang ako na nasa loob na ako. Why am i here? Sinong nag-pasok sa'kin? Anyways, mama is staring at me, smiling.

She must been missing me so much.

"Hi ma." I said.

"Ja-neh." Mama said.

"Are you ready para tanggapin 'yung wish ko?"

"Ma, can we not talk about that? Please?"

"Then why are you here?" Mama asked with a disappointed look on her face. "I'm here kasi i wanna know what's your situation." Straight-forward kong sabi sakanya.

My phone sent me a notification that someone messaged me.

It's Jea.



Chatting with "Chienne".



"Hi Jane! I'm at my condo right now.
Last night, i saw you sleeping already
Outside your mom's bedroom so i
Decided to get you inside.
Luckily, your mom's still sleeping :)
Umuwi na 'ko after that."

Delivered.



"Just message me if you want me
to fetch you there. I love you :)"

Seen.



"Why're you smiling, Ja-neh? Is it from work?" Mama asked. "No ma, it's from Jea." Her smiled faded.

"Bakit ba kasi si Jea ang gusto mo?" Mama asked.

"Bakit hindi?" I said, starting to get annoyed at her again.

"Ma, 'wag na natin pag-usapan dahil ayoko nang pag-talunan pa natin."

After kong sabihin 'yun, bigla nalang syang umubo.

Kaya i helped her.

Kumuha ako ng tissue na nakalagay sa lamp table nya.

"Ma oh." I said habang ina-abot ko sakanya 'yung tissue.

May dugo.

I was about to call papa pero...

"No, Jane. Just please fulfill my wish habang hindi pa ako nawawala--"

"Bakit kasi si Zoe ma?" I'm crying at this point.

"Kasi perfect sya for you, Jane."

"Please... If you want me to survive, if you want me to go sa treatments ko, marry her."

"I don't love her ma--"

"Marry her, Jane. Please."

A moment of crying of me and my mama field the room.

"I'll do it."




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A/N: Pasensya na super duper late, ayaw mag open ng wattpad kaninaaa. Bawi akooo hehehe. Mwa.

Love,

Chase.

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