Part 3

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Jungkook Pov
I woke up on the floor with my controller and saw Yoongi sleeping on the bed. When did he come home and why didn't he put me on the bed he just left me on the floor. Maybe I would be too annoying to carry. I sighed and stood and started to get teary again. I feel like all I do is cry now and it's probably over nothing. He doesn't even like sleeping in the same bed as me because I always cling to him. Maybe I am too clingy I should change. I sighed and freshened up and went downstairs to make breakfast for us. I made pancakes and I took a plate upstairs to the bedroom and saw Yoongi was already dressed in his suit.

Oh I made pancakes for youYoongi;I don't want anyBut you didn't eat and you could get sick Yoongi:I don't like your food Y

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Oh I made pancakes for you
Yoongi;I don't want any
But you didn't eat and you could get sick
Yoongi:I don't like your food
Y..You don't but you told me you loved it
Yoongi:I was lying
You were what's wrong with it
Yoongi:You just get too happy about it
Too happy?
Yoongi:You are all excited over literally nothing it's just pancakes
I...I just like making stuff for you
Yoongi:And I don't it's too annoying
I..I'm sorry I didn't know
Yoongi; Whatever I'm not coming home tonight by the way
Why didn't you pick me up off the floor when I was sleeping
Yoongi:You would have clung to me and I was tired so the floor seemed fine
Oh
Yoongi: Don't text me and bother me I'll come back when I do
Ok. I looked down and he got his watch and left the room and soon the house. I looked at the pancakes in my hand and cried. Why does everything I do annoy him. Am I just that annoying maybe I should change and stop. That would make him happy and love me. I went downstairs and just threw the pancakes away because I wasn't hungry anymore. I got changed and freshened up and drew to make myself feel better. I wanted to text him but I didn't want him to yell at me again and I didn't want to be clingy. After a while I decided to go for a walk to cheer myself up because drawing wasn't working. I changed and got my stuff.

 I got my stuff and texted Yoongi

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I got my stuff and texted Yoongi.
Me:I just wanted to let you know I'm going for a walk
Yoongi; Seriously I tell you not to bother me and your bothering me
Me:I just didn't want you to be worried that I was hurt
Yoongi:I wouldn't care
Me:You wouldn't care if I was hurt
He didn't respond again and I just left the house crying. He wouldn't care if I was hurt as long as I didn't bother him. Why can't he just love me. I walked to the park and sat in the grass by the lake crying. Why am I such a burden to him. Am I a burden to everyone, does Jin feel that way too. ?
Suga:What is a beauty like you doing here crying
H..Huh
I looked up and saw someone who looked almost exactly like Yoongi but also very different at the same time.

Suga: I'm Suga J

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Suga: I'm Suga
J.. Jungkook
Suga:Why are you crying
He sat next to me and I wiped my eye.
My boyfriend, he keeps saying how I'm so annoying and clingy and he never spends time with me
Suga: Really
I know he's a mafia boss and that's important but he leaves all the time and says I'm so annoying and clingy when I text him
Suga: Piece of garbage
I texted him and said I was going for a walk so he wouldn't worry about me being hurt and he said he wouldn't care if I was
Suga:What's his name
Yoongi I guess I'm a burden to him and probably to everyone
Suga; Don't say that you seem like a sweetheart
I don't know why Yoongi can't love me maybe I am too annoying and needy
Suga:No Yoongi doesn't realize what a beauty he has
Um you look almost exactly like him
Suga:Oh I do really well I promise I'm not him
I know you are different
Suga:How about I take you somewhere
Where
Suga:Follow me
He got up and held his hand out and I grabbed it and he gently pulled me up. I swore I felt a spark when he grabbed my hand but I could be imagining it. He led me to a place without letting go of my hand and I blushed. Soon he took me to a different part of the park and up a hill.
Suga:Look
I did and there was a pretty waterfall on the edge of the cliff in front of us.
It's so pretty
Suga:I thought you'd like it
Thanks
Suga:Are you feeling better
Yeah I am
Suga:Good and don't listen to Yoongi you seem wonderful and if he doesn't see that then he's an idiot
Thanks Jin my best friend keeps telling me to leave him but I love him even though it hurts it's dumb I know
Suga:No it's not dumb you love him when your in love you look past all the flaws the other has because you love them and it seems Yoongi has a lot of flaws
I nodded and looked down.
Is it bad that I wish i was with someone else
Suga:No it must be terrible to be with someone like that
Why would he be with me if he didn't love me
Suga: Some people just like to use others
I nodded and looked down.
You seem sweet
Suga;thank you how about I get your number and we could be friends
I'd like that. I gave him my phone and he put his number in and I put mine in his.
Suga:I'll walk you home
Oh thanks Yoongi said he wouldn't be home tonight like always and I don't think he'd care either way
Suga:Oh trust me he'll care
We got to my house and I hugged him.
Thanks
Suga:Of course
I waved bye and went into my house feeling happier.

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