Crisis of Faith

6

"You have Finnick in quite the fright," The man tried to joke, easing off the idea when he got no reaction, "so this is the end, huh? You're just gonna hide down here forever?"

"I can't be the mockingjay." Katniss admitted tearfully.

"Not the mockingjay," Haymitch sighed obviously, "just Katniss."

He sighed again when he received nothing but silence.

"You know, you're the only real friend I have down here," The gruff man flickered his gaze to the ground, deciding to try a different tactic, "I don't suppose they gave you, any kind of, medication?"

"You're unbelievable." Katniss shook her head disappointedly.

"Ok but, I meant what I said I," Haymitch gave out a sigh of defeat, "look. The reason I'm here, is to let you know, they're rescuing Peeta."

He finally got the girl's full and undivided attention. Her head snapped up, and her blue eyes went as wide as a crystal lake.

"What?" She gasped.

"The dam went out in district five, and took out most of the power to the capitol and, knocked out their signal defense. Beetee's inside their system now, wreaking all kinds of havoc," Haymitch explained quickly, yet thoroughly, keeping his former tribute's eyes on him the whole time, "a window is open to us. How much longer? I don't know. I guess until the capitol can- get the power back on-"

"And President Coin?" Katniss wondered.

"You know, I can never fully support that woman in light of the...prohibition they have going on around this place but, Plutarch got word, that Peeta and the others are in the tribute center. With the power out, Coin sees this as an opportunity. She knows that Peeta is the capitol's weapon, the same way you're our's, and as opposed to having you two pointing at each other, she's going to get him."

"I have to go help them!"

"Hey hey- woah kiddo," Haymitch let out a chuckle of disbelief as he tugged the girl back, "come on! What are you, just gonna jump out of the vent and go storm the capitol? Besides it's already underway. Six soldiers went in. Volunteer only. Guess who was the first, brave soul to sign up?"

"Gale." Katniss choked out.

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Kaianna was fighting to keep her eyes open. She barely could. If felt like everything was almost over. She understood that she'd be dead soon, and she was more than willing to except that fate.

Snow had the former tribute moved into a smaller room, that he had the lighting turned off in. It was a successful tactic, that had cut her off from her senses completely. She no longer knew whether it was day or night. She no longer had any contact with anyone, not even interrogators, or nurses.

At first, Kaianna was relieved at the idea of being alone. All she wanted when she had arrived was for the capitol to leave her alone, and now that they had, she was even worse off than she was before. Her bones had become even more prominent, and her hair was as stringy from the overwhelming amount of grease. Every time she closed her eyes, she fully prepared herself for the chance that she wouldn't wake up. Maybe that was for the best.

The only thing left to remind her of the hell she was in was the pain, and hunger. It reminded her that she was alive. As well as the screams of her former allies, mentor, and friends. They gave her a sense of comfort, again reminding her that they were alive. Although, sometimes she wished them death as well, thinking that that's the least the universe could do for them.

"They haven't been in here in days," She whispered to herself, "I still have food. I left bread in the corner. If I just take one bite, it could probably last me a couple of days. Maybe by then I'll have more."

She remebered the last time she saw light. It was two days ago when a slot in her door opened, and a tray of food was slid in. The woman crawled around the cold floor in search for something to keep the scarce amount of meat on her bones. She reached the metal tray, but it was empty. She must've eaten the rest of her food, and forgotten.

"Fuck!" Kaianna yelled out as the slid the metal across the room roughly.

She broke into loud sobs, rocking herself back and forth. She had held on so tightly to what was left of her this entire time but, now, she had broken completely. Any hope she had of being free was gone. She'd never see a better world. She'd never even make it back home.

"I'm gonna die in here," Kaianna cried hysterically as she curled up into fetal position on the floor, "I'm gonna die in here. I'm never gonna get out. I'm gonna die in here. I'm never gonna make it out. I'm gonna die in here. Mom, I miss you but, I'm gonna see you soon. I'm so sorry for everything. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to- I'm sorry."

She was beginning to see things that weren't there. Kaianna had lost all trust in even herself. She flinched when she heard a loud bang. Someone was nearby. But, they couldn't be. She had to be making it up. She had to still be in her head.

There was a loud shuffling on the other side of the door, and Kaianna swore she could hear voices. In her eyes, she had finally completely lost it.

Her eyes squeezed shut tightly as her cell door flew open, and an overwhelming brightness seeped in. It was enough to blind her after she had readjusted to the pitch blackness.

"Kaianna," The voice said gently, "Kaianna River?"

"Yes," She whimpered, "who- who- what-"

"It's alright, you're safe now," Boggs swallowed hard at the sight of the woman, trying to keep the vile feeling in his throat down as he crouched in front of her, "my name is Joseph Boggs. I'm with district thirteen. We're here to rescue you."

"No," Kaianna yelled, fighting to get out of his grasp. She couldn't see him clearly from the mask that covered his face but, she could see his eyes. They were gentle, and kind. He couldn't be real, "you're not real! Leave me alone, you're not real!"

"Kaianna? My name's Gale. We're real, and we're working with the rebellion. You're safe now."

She looked up to the brunette boy that was stood up behind the man in front of her, "I don't believe you."

"That's alright," Gale sighed, "you're gonna come with us. Everything will be fine."

Boggs helped the woman get into her feet, gripping her tighter when she started thrashing violently to get away. It didn't take more than a couple of seconds for her to fall completely unconscious, between the lack of food and water, as well as the gas that they had used to knock out the guards.

Boggs pressed the button on the front of his shoulder, sending his voice through to Coin.

"This is Boggs. Target number two, is in our possession."