Style (stan x kyle) dude you're not a failure..

38- unsolved trauma

I let out a breath of relief as I saw my group of friends smiling back at me

"WELCOME BACK" they all screamed

I smiled "thanks guys"

"We bought drinks, food and games!!" Clyde beamed

I put on a fake smile "that's really nice guys.. but um I'm kind of tired and just want to get into bed. I really appreciate it though"

Before anyone could say a word or protest, I walked up the stairs and closed my bedroom door behind me, I couldn't be bothered to see their faces when I let them down.

I'm just really exhausted, I feel like my body is making up for the 3 months of sleep I didn't get.

I collapsed onto my bed exhausted and immediately began to drift of to sleep.

Before I could fall into a slumber, my door opened, I stayed in my position to tired to move.

"Stan."

Oh shit he sounds mad

"Yes Kyle?" I muffled into my duvet

"You can't just blow them of like that, they've made food and drinks an everything"

"I know Kyle, but I'm so exhausted.."

Kyle let out a loud sigh

"Ever since you've got back you've been exhausted, you've spent your whole time in bed, you can't live in your bed"

I slowly was beginning to lose my patience, he just doesn't understand.

I sat up and faced him

"That's because I'm exhausted."  I deadpanned

"You know you don't have to use that as a shitty excuse, if you're pissed of at us for sending you away you can just say. But if you didn't fucking start drinking again in the first place, we wouldn't have to have done that Stan. This is your fault, your fault only. So don't distance yourself from us like we're the bad guys."  Kyle snapped

I mean I was still quite pissed of at them for sending me away, but I was actually extremely exhausted, but Kyle wasn't seeming to understand.

"I'm not mad.. I'm just exhausted Kyle. Now can you please just let me sleep" I mumbled becoming more and more exhausted by the second

"Yep. Sure Stan. Sleep and drink that's all you'll ever do with your life." Kyle spoke calmly

What.

I looked up at him, he looked pissed

But definitely not as pissed as me right now

I can't believe he just said that.

I stayed silent as I jumped of the bed, and walked towards my shoes, I put them on and stormed past Kyle.

I can not physically be in the same building as him right now.

I walked down the stairs ignoring everyone and slammed the door behind me.