Chapter 34 ~𝔾𝕠𝕠𝕕𝕓𝕪𝕖~

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The past was repeated as I found myself bumping right into Kuroo who was standing outside the changing rooms, on his phone, alone. The first dressed as you would expect.

"Y/n! What's wrong? What happened?" He asked concerned but I couldn't reply. He lightly put his hand on my back and lead me away from the changing rooms, bringing me to the water fountains so no one would find us. He hugged me tightly as I cried in his arms.

After a few minutes of crying and him consoling me, I muffled into his shirt words that didn't make sense until I managed to say through my sobs "Kuroo, he was talking about- and I was horrible" Kuroo released me and I tried to find my balance. He filled up his water bottle and gave it to me. I drank the water and waited until I could breath

"He- he knew so much, I don't know how. I had to get away," I said after a few sips, Kuroo just looked at me concerned, "He said it like it was nothing, it all came back to me and- and I just couldn't deal with it" I sat on the hard ground as I felt dizzy and Kuroo joined me, sitting right across from me "he was right... that's the worst part. I was so horrible, he's never going to forgive me," I said as I drank more.

I got some serious deja vu from my sentence and from the situation overall. Although so many weeks had past and so many things had changed, I found myself in the exact same position and one question was repeating itself in my head: would we ever learn? Would I ever learn to stop running away? Would he ever learn to stop hiding his emotions?

I looked at Kuroo wanting him to say something

"I'm not going to dig deeper into what happened, I think I've managed to piece it together, but... you need to learn from your mistakes. After your last argument when you made your promise, you need to stick to that. You're not doing any good sitting here with me and crying about it," he said harshly and I looked at him shocked "Don't get me wrong I'm glad that you can confide in me and I get you needed to get away and crying can help but if you sit here any longer and let him think about what you said more, it will get worse"

"What should I do?" I asked even though I already knew the answer, I was just too scared.

"I think you know what you need to do," he said and I nodded my head slowly as I took a deep breath. I crawled over to him and gave him a hug

"Thanks," I said quietly and he patted my back, "I'm sorry I've put a downer on your winnings but congratulations... enemy," I said and he laughed, I leaned away and looked at him curiously "By the way, has your voice gotten deeper?" Kuroo panicked as he looked embarrassed

"No! I'm just growing into a man," he said bright red in the face and I looked at him confused

"I told you to stop watching they YouTube tutorials," I said as I stood up and dusted myself off

He looked at me mad as I began to run away to find Tsukishima "I'm not!" he shouted making sure I heard, I laughed and waved before turning a corner

After running in a circle I finally found the two teams standing outside the gym. I slapped my face a few times to make it look like I wasn't crying before walking around the corner

I searched for Tsukishima in the crowd but couldn't find him, I stood there confused before looking around the surroundings and my eyes found him sitting on the steps alone.

I looked at him nervously, slowly cowering out until Suga caught my eye and began nodding his head in Tsukishima's direction, telling me to go over to him like he knew what I was thinking. Like he knew what had happened.

How does he always know everything?

I smiled at Suga before walking over to Tsukishima. I sat on the steps next to him and neither of us said anything for a few seconds

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