Chapter 29 ~ꜰʀɪᴅᴀʏꜱ~

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After last night, I washed it all away as I took a long shower, everything that happened was no longer on me. But it was still circling my mind. I shoved it deeper and deeper inside. I refused to cry because that made everything real... but, I am ok.

I convinced myself to go to school even though I knew I couldn't take it, but maybe I needed it. School usually makes me feel better which is weird, but it's the people that make me feel better.

Maybe Kei will be there today
I doubt it

I managed to get changed and sneak out the house unnoticed by my mom. Usually, after a Night Shift she sleeps like a rock so I wasn't that paranoid about her hearing me but I couldn't make my breakfast because I wanted pop tarts but my toaster is too loud.

It's not a relapse or anything
It's just a matter of inconvenience
Sure

I couldn't even go the long way to school and stop by the shop because I was running a little late. So after I ate up my guilt I left the house and went on my way to school. I waited at the spot for Kageyama but he was taking forever

(Btw this is Kageyama incase anyone has forgotten ↴↴)

The grandpa from Up

Y/n
Where are you?
You coming to school?
Was I too late? Did you leave without me
Are you still avoiding me?
Seen

Y/n
You're an asshole

I looked down at my phone in RAGE

How DARE he leave me on seen
What an asshole
I hate him

I raked my brain for memories of why he was acting like this and then I remember what happened yesterday in the gym. After everything that had happened, I forgot that he knows I like him

That's why he is avoiding me
He knows I like him
Oh, let's not forget that he doesn't like me back
I don't want him shouting it from the rooftops
Of course he doesn't like you
Shut up
This is your fault
You made me like him

I shook my head and shoved my phone into my pocket, forcing myself to keep going to school.

As I was walking one thing was repeating itself in my mind. How did I forget that he knows?

How could I forget that he doesn't like me
It's such an important thing
Since I like him shouldn't that be the thing I remember the most?
Shouldn't I be heartbroken?
Am I?
What do I even feel?
Numb?
Should I give up on Kageyama? No. I still have hope that he could like me back. I know he said he didn't but I'll get him to fall in love with me. I will.

𝐔𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐔𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚 || Tsukishima x reader story ||Where stories live. Discover now