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☆After last night, I washed it all away as I took a long shower, everything that happened was no longer on me. But it was still circling my mind. I shoved it deeper and deeper inside. I refused to cry because that made everything real... but, I am ok.
I convinced myself to go to school even though I knew I couldn't take it, but maybe I needed it. School usually makes me feel better which is weird, but it's the people that make me feel better.
Maybe Kei will be there today
I doubt itI managed to get changed and sneak out the house unnoticed by my mom. Usually, after a Night Shift she sleeps like a rock so I wasn't that paranoid about her hearing me but I couldn't make my breakfast because I wanted pop tarts but my toaster is too loud.
It's not a relapse or anything
It's just a matter of inconvenience
SureI couldn't even go the long way to school and stop by the shop because I was running a little late. So after I ate up my guilt I left the house and went on my way to school. I waited at the spot for Kageyama but he was taking forever
(Btw this is Kageyama incase anyone has forgotten ↴↴)
The grandpa from Up
Y/n
Where are you?
You coming to school?
Was I too late? Did you leave without me
Are you still avoiding me?
SeenY/n
You're an assholeI looked down at my phone in RAGE
How DARE he leave me on seen
What an asshole
I hate himI raked my brain for memories of why he was acting like this and then I remember what happened yesterday in the gym. After everything that had happened, I forgot that he knows I like him
That's why he is avoiding me
He knows I like him
Oh, let's not forget that he doesn't like me back
I don't want him shouting it from the rooftops
Of course he doesn't like you
Shut up
This is your fault
You made me like himI shook my head and shoved my phone into my pocket, forcing myself to keep going to school.
As I was walking one thing was repeating itself in my mind. How did I forget that he knows?
How could I forget that he doesn't like me
It's such an important thing
Since I like him shouldn't that be the thing I remember the most?
Shouldn't I be heartbroken?
Am I?
What do I even feel?
Numb?
Should I give up on Kageyama? No. I still have hope that he could like me back. I know he said he didn't but I'll get him to fall in love with me. I will.
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𝐔𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐔𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚 || Tsukishima x reader story ||
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