i love you

I Can't Do It

-ao'nung's dad-

Right there i stud tinking about the things that boy just said, i turn to look at my wife and my daughter was crying in her arms.

Suddently i felt.... Guilt?
I just barge in to ao'nung's hospital room.

"dad!? Lisen in so sor-" he started but i cut him off with a tight hug.

-ao'nung's pov-
He huged... Me?
I felt tears flowing down my face and i start to sob. He pulls away and look's deep into my eyes.
"son i'm so sorry for what i've done and said.... Ik it's no excuse but at the moment i felt like i was doing someting wrong as a father for you to turn that way" he takes my hands "well i've realised that i should love you the way you are and there is no way to change you" he wipes tears off of my face "don't cry you had done your self enough demage"

The door's open and i my sister and mother walk in.My sister runs into a hug "why didn't you tell me? " she wispers.

I felt a hand placeing on my leg i look up to see mom
"how's my son? Are you ok now baby?" i just nodded.
"can i talk to ao'nung alone?" my mother asks my dad and sis.
They just left they looked at me prob' knowing that it was and my mom started "lisen ik you aren't going to like this but... I-i hope you understand where i'm going with this" she cleard her throat "y-your gonna have to take therapy... I'm so sorry bby" i look at her with tears starting to form again "n-no mom please you k-know how i feel a-about them i can't do it again... "

Flash back
(ao'nung used to take therapy when he was 13)

"ok so how do we feel today?''

"why should i tell you the last time i told you, you ratted me out"

"lisen we are doing what's best for y-"

"NO YOU ARE FUCKING NOT!! IF YOU WANNA KNOW HOW I FEEL I TELL YOU! SINCE I STARTED COMING HERE I'VE BEEN DOING EVEN WORSE I WAS ALWAYS UNDER PRESURE! YOU HAD F-FUCKING TIED ME TO THE CHAIR AND TOLD ME YOU WOULD NOT LET ME GO IF I DONT TELL YOU SOMETING!
WELL KNOW YOU KNOW EVERYTHING!"

Ao'nung goes to the door and tries to open it.. It was locked.

Fear started to fill ao'nung's eyes and he turns to the therapist
That was already stud up

" guy's put him in the chair"
He said to the body gaurd's

"n-no... NO-NO PLS DON'T I - I DIDN'T MEAN TO! PLEASE I'LL TELL YOU EVERYTHING!! LET ME GO!"

The gaurd's grab him and lock him into the chair

"to late little guy" the therapist said holding out his finger with one hand and lighting up a lighter with the other

"now will you tell me everything or..." he looks down at the lighter
And back at the screaming and resisting ao'nung "LET ME GO YOU PSYCHO" he resisted

"oh well you chosen" he held the lighter under his finger making him scream in pain but noone could hear him bc bearly anyone lived at that street.

(after a few weeks ao'nung's mom came earlier and she heard ao'nung scream's so she called the cops turns out the therapist was a p3do and an PSYCHO)

Flash back over

"ik baby" she hugs me "ao'nung i swear this time you can have anyone you want in the room next to your's while the therapy" i sob "could i have them in the r- room"
She looks in to my eyes "ofc baby and who would that be"

"mby neteyam.." i say quietly looking at my hands

"why not" she picks my head up to look at her.