𝐀𝐧 𝐄𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐉𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐲 || 𝘈𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘖𝘯 𝘛𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘯

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 27

''If Eren is the cause of that war...then we need to find out what happened in between...'' Rudi said quietly as he wiped his tear, you nodded

''But, how will you find out...? You're not going to forgive him, and you have to stay close to him...'' Rudi asked worriedly, you now had a think about it

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''I'll stay close to him, I'll figure out what to say to him and when...'' You smiled as you gently stroked his hair, Rudi stared at you, not knowing how feel about anything you said

''Do you want something to eat...?'' Rudi asked softly, you nodded

''Maybe some porridge...thank you...'' You smiled at him, Rudi nodded as he slowly got up and walked out, leaving you in silence

You let out a sigh...another tear escaping your eye...

''I know you like me, Rudi...I also know you won't admit it...but I don't think I deserve you...or Eren...so if you two ever fight over me...just please don't...'' You mumbled quietly

''I can never fall in love with anyone...'' Your voice trailed off as you closed your eyes

''You and Eren will only ever get hurt if you fall in love with someone like me...''

''A cursed person like me...''

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You were currently walking over to the common room, with Rudi by your side, you saw everyone else there, the moment you stepped in, all eyes went onto you, you looked at Eren with a neural expression.

"Y/n has something to say to you all, so listen carefully" Rudi spoke up calmly, causing all eyes to go to you

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"Don't expect me to forgive anyone because I won't and never will. But...we're all soldiers here and apart of the same team...and we have to rely on each other..." You spoke up, multiple eyes widened slightly

"We're just comrades from now on, nothing more, nothing less...I can't trust anyone of you anymore on a personal level, but I can trust you as my comrades" You added further

"That's all I want to say...I need time to get back into shape, so just bear with for the time being..." You said quietly

"That's all...if you want to speak to me, talk to Rudi first, because I can't bring myself to properly talk to you all like before...even now...Im struggling...so don't mind it please..." You finished off, leaving everyone shocked in silence

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"I'm going to speak to Captain Levi and Commander Erwin about this...so see you around..." Was the last thing you said before leaving, Rudi looked back at you before looking back at the rest

"Rudi. Can I speak to you...?" Eren spoke up calmly, Rudi stared at Eren.

"Sure bro..." Rudi nodded

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Rudi and Eren were currently sat on top of the giant wall, Eren standing toward the ledge, the gentle breeze was present, a small frown on Eren's face.

"So...what is it?" Rudi asked curiously, Eren let out a sigh

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''I want to apologize for what has happened between us...back when we were little...'' Eren said calmly as he looked back at Rudi, who stared at him

''I should've understood from your point of view as well...all I could think about was you leaving me on my own...but you were scared too...because dad changed so drastically that day...he injected that stuff into me...and he was probably going to do the same to you...so you ran away...I think anyone would've...'' Eren's voice trailed off, Rudi was shocked as he stared at him

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''Eren, I am the one who needs to apologize...I should've been a good brother to you...'' Rudi sighed as he walked over to the Eren and stood besides him, Eren let out a chuckle, Rudi smiled

''You will always be my brother...Eren...no matter what...we will fight all the time...we will have differences...opinions...but we should never hurt each other...mum told us that, remember...?'' Rudi said softly, Eren nodded

''Yeah...'' Eren said quietly

''You just need to give Y/n the space she needs right now...you need to understand what her body went through and how difficult is has been for her...'' Rudi said calmly as he patted Eren's head, who slowly nodded

''I know...'' Eren's voice trailed off

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''So...do you actually remember what happened after dad injected you...?'' Rudi asked all of a sudden, Eren shook his head, Rudi nodded

''That serum is what caused you to be turn into a titan, Eren...I have no doubt about it...'' Rudi said clearly, Eren's eyes widened slightly

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''What other reason is there...that serum that dad was so bent on putting into us both, is titan serum...I'm sure about it...'' Rudi said further, Eren stared at his hands in shock

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''Why would dad want us to be titans...? Infact...where did dad go...? Did I eat him then...?!'' Eren's voice trailed off as a sudden thought crossed his mind, Rudi looked at him, and shook his head

''When he injected that serum into you, that's when you first changed into a titan...you screamed loudly, but before I ran away...I saw dad running away...so you didn't eat him...he's alive somewhere...'' Rudi mumbled quietly as he stared ahead, Eren's eyes widened slightly

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''Dad is alive...? If so...why didn't he come back for us...?'' Eren's voice trailed off

To be continued...