MARK
YES TODAYMARK
she looked so pretty ☹️MARK
dude i miss her so muchMARK
she looked so much happier
though manMARK
i really miss herJAEMIN
have you asked to talk to her?MARK
yeah, she said she'll call me
later but idk manMARK
im running out of patienceMARK
i just want to be with her againMARK
like i seriously havent liked
anyone since her, thats how
much i miss eunhaMARK
tearing upJAEMIN
maybe she feels the same way?JAEMIN
im trying to be optimistic rnJAEMIN
she's probably nervous about
calling youJAEMIN
after all its been two yearsJAEMIN
give it some time, dont push
it either markMARK
trying not to manMARK
i still feel bummed out like our
break up just happened yesterdayMARK
i hate those stupid girls from collegeMARK
they made it seem like we both did
something to each other when nothing
even happenedJAEMIN
they were so irritatingJAEMIN
but don't blame yourself, you
know that nothing happened
and so does eunha, its just the
communication you have to start
againMARK
i feel like once she calls i
might start cryingMARK
i haven't heard her voice in
so long jaeminMARK
i genuinely felt like i just fell
in love with her all over againJAEMIN
my parents. 🥲MARK
but hows it going with bomi?MARK
i feel like everytime you talk
about her shes always there
at your apartmentMARK
she should just live there atppp😉JAEMIN
thats likeJAEMIN
a really huge stepJAEMIN
we're not really official yet either,
just kinda talking?JAEMIN
i don't really mindMARK
yes you doJAEMIN
i do but im scaredJAEMIN
i want to call her my girlfriend
so bad but i dont know when
would be the right time or idk if her
feelings are as developed as mineJAEMIN
so many questionsJAEMIN
i love her companyJAEMIN
she doesn't get awkward around
me, just nervousMARK
oh? 😉😉😉😉JAEMIN
byeJAEMIN
i feel like shes slowly telling me
stuff about herJAEMIN
there are things that i know will
take a while but she doesn't hesitate
so much, like she doesn't second guess
about tell me stuff about her pastJAEMIN
i know you or other people might find
it sort of weird, but sometimes we talk
about jiyoon and seojoon, he was the one
who jiyoon crashed into that nightMARK
omg whatMARK
wait this is like the universe speakingMARK
they definitely sent you two
together for a reasonJAEMIN
..dont see how that correlates but okay!MARK
you guys really talk about them together?
it isnt awkward?JAEMIN
no, it's actually relieving to know
that even though its a heavy topic
for the both of us that we both have
no problem telling each other how
our dead loved ones were to us or
even the aftermath of itJAEMIN
she even asked if it wouldve been
awkward and i said no, then she
started talking about him with no
problem. im pretty sure we both cry
when we think of the situation from
two years ago, but when i talk about
it with her, i dont even have the thought
of crying in my headJAEMIN
bomi didnt judge me when i said that
i wrote about jiyoon in journals bc
it was a way that reminded me of her
bc she wanted to be an author, bomi
literally hugged meJAEMIN
we're both vulnerable around
each other and i prefer it that
wayJAEMIN
theres nothing that i want
more than just vulnerabilityMARK
do you want me ro cryMARK
seriously, i want this to be the
best for you jaeminMARK
im glad you found her, you
seem happy againMARK
i want you to stay happyJAEMIN
you too markMARK
jaeminMARK
shes calling.JAEMIN
WELL ANSWER ITMARK
I AM"Eunha..?"
"Mark.."
The sound of cries was heard from the other side of the line as his eyes widened. "Eunha, are you crying?" Mark asked her as she sniffled in the background. "I miss you. I missed you so much, Mark. I was stupid and I yelled at you and I broke up with you for something you didn't even do!"
"Eunha..stop. I got mad at you too even when you didn't do anything either, okay? Don't blame yourself. Blame me." Mark stood up from his bed, he couldn't talk and sit down, especially when it was the first time he's had a conversation with her. His eyes teared up.
"But you didn't do anything.."
"I know..but I rather you blame me than yourself."
The girl cried harder as he heard a knock on his door. "Hold on..give me a second.." he mumbled, quickly wiping his tears before opening the door and finding that Eunha was standing there all along. She was hoping he stayed in the same apartment this whole time, otherwise she would've embarrassed herself in front of a total stranger.
Mark immediately dropped his phone and embraced Eunha into a tight hug. His hands on the back of her head as she teared up even harder into his chest.
"Eunha, I missed you so fucking much."
"I missed you too, Mark.."
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