Rushed

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i haven't read this kind of genre for long, i don't know what satisfaction i get from those brutal and rough way of love, damn me and my addiction to possessive series!

but maybe those are what i longed, they're rough to everyone else but to their love, ready to kill and sacrifice, oh God what a blistful feeling, i want my man masungit, so if you have his eyes set for you, he's yours.

upon reaching half of the story, i find myself feeling a little uneasy, dang i wasn't sinister as i thought i was.

"kanina ka pa diyan?" napatingala ako sa nagsalita, it was my boyfriend, Russ.

"hindi hon, kakarating ko la'ng" pagsisinungaling ko, napakabait kasi nitong si Russ, ayoko namang makonsensya nanaman siyang pinaghintay niya ako, Russ is a surgeon, habang may inooperahan siya kanina ay nagbabasa la'ng ako, kaya rin siguro medyo nananakit na ang mga mata ko, sa isang application la'ng kasi sa cellphone ako nagbabasa, tamad kasi akong magbitbit ng libro

"so tell me, how was it?" tanong ko dito, andito na kami ngayon sa office niya, magpapalit la'ng daw siya ng damit tapos aalis na kami

"it was quite tough, the patient suffers---

"hindi 'yan ang tanong ko hon, 'wag mo ng iexplain at hindi ko rin maiintindihan, sasakit la'ng lalo ang ulo ko hehe, i mean pagod ka ba?" tanong ko dito, sa tuwing mageexplain kasi siya tungkol sa trabaho niya ay napapatango na la'ng ako at bigla-bigla na la'ng sumasakit ang ulo ko dahil wala akong maintindihan, lumapit siya saakin at yumuko para yakapin ako, nakaupo kasi ako sa upuan sa desk niya

"heto miss ka, hmmmnn ang bango-bango talaga ng hon ko, i love you, namiss mo rin ba ako?" tila nagsitaasan naman ang mga balahibo ko sa ginawa nito, kahit mag-iisang taon na kami ay hindi ako masanay-sanay sa pagiging clingy nito huhu, i love russ, no doubt but if he would only lessen his Sweetness a bit, that would be better, haven't i told you i want my man harsh? pakshet sa'n ko naman nakuha 'yon? ano ba talagang gusto ko? dapat ba "hoy bruha namiss kita tangina ka" napailing ako sa naisip kong 'to dahilan ng pagkakakunot ng noo ni russ

"what? hindi mo ko namiss?" damn, nagtatanong nga pala siya

"ha?! namiss syempre! i miss you sooo much!" sagot ko dito, pero huli na ang lahat, binawi nito ang pagkakayakap saakin at tinalikuran ako upang ituloy ang pagbubutones ng polo niya, and from that i know what i needed to do, manunuyo ako! huhu, i sucks at it.

patuloy la'ng kaming naglalakad sa hallway habang binabati siya ng mga staffs na nakakasalubong namin, simpleng tango at maliit na ngiti la'ng ang sagot nito pabalik, i giggled, i really like this side of him, i loved when he gives others less attention and so clingy when with me, pakiramdam ko anytime lalabasan na ko, silly nikkie, magpigil ka!

i hopped in the car and russ started the engine, nakatitig la'ng ako sakanya the whole time habang inaalis niya sa paradahan ang sasakyan, i stared at him particularly at his hands circling the wheel of the car back and forth, i imagined my tits being swirled like that, fuck, kakatapos la'ng pala ng mens ko, and this is where my horny days begun

"hon..." ang panimula ko, he cut me off by saying no straightforward without even looking at me!

"no, wait another week or more" and this is what i hate about him

"not unless you want to be a mother any soon" what an evil, hmps! russ is strict and caring at the same time, he respects my priorities since i was still studying, making me pregnant is the least thing we could ever do, and yes he cannot stop his self in the middle of doing it so we strictly follow the calendar method which i can track my fertile days, nagulat ako nang idampi nito ang kanyang palad sa hita ko, bulta-bultaheng kuryente naman ang dumaloy sa buong katawan ko, nagpipigil 'yong tao eh.

"i'll make up with you, i promise" saad nito, tumango na la'ng ako at nag-iwas ng tingin dito, patago kong nakagat ang labi ko, ilang araw na nga ulit? 7 days. just wait for a fucking week nikkie.