the things i never said

raw

you have become my everything
when to you
i am nothing more

some days the world really does keep turning
life keeps going
and i'm okay without you

but the moment i lay eyes on you
feel your presence
hear your voice

all my walls come crashing down again
and i fear the day
i lose the strength to rebuild it once more

too much will be broken
with no longer enough means for repair
you can't be my solution when you are my problem

i don't want to let you go
for you are one of few who truly see me
but i was foolish to catch feelings

all i am is in pain
rotting from the inside out
i don't know how to fix this