My Big Brother's Best Friend Volume 3: Finding My Own Path (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 15: Bad Dreams

Me: You ok

Chris: Yea I'm great why would you think I am not great!

Me: I don't know you just been a little quite since we reach here thats why i asked you because i can tell when something is different about you so don't lie to me. It aint nate a?

Chris: Oh so you know me that well huh and no it aitn him he seem like he cool so ill approve of him for now until i get one off vibe.

Me: I know everything about you , so when you down i feel down to whats the matter (He still aint say nothing then he went to turn on the AC then she changed the sheets on the bed. I don't know what was going on with him but he reminding me of the time when his mommy died but then i thought maybe that's it. He didn't say nothing more about it so i didn't push the issue and be a nag about it. I went in the bathroom then i bath KJ then no long after that he crawl in the bed longside Chris and fall sleep. I turn on the TV to watch some more movies while them two was out cold because for some reason i wasn't really sleepy.I went to sleep after two in the morning then no long after i started to sleep Chris jump up out of his sleep whipping his face then i look at him saying whats the matter baby.

Chris: Mom just wont leave me bey, that day of the funeral keep hunting me and i cant still feel the pain in my heart from that day.

Me: She wants to see you baby, you have to visit her grave

Chris: I don't know if im ready for that still i know i going to cry like some weak nigga and i don't want be like that again in front of you.

Me: I don't care thats your mommy and i most defiantly understand baby. She wants to see you so you cant get some closure thats all that is.

Chris: I don't know about that baby let me think about it alright
He wont stop getting this bad dreams until he visits his mom grave and but it behind him. She loves him and thats what she would've wanted but he hasn't been there sense Ms Christene was laid to rest and i know its hard but he have to do it so he want be better for himself. I went on his side of and i let him lay on me while i play with his hair and massage his locks because he loves when i do that it relaxes him and put him to sleep. In no time he was back to sleep but i was just worried about him and i couldn't even sleep so I massage his head the hold night while he slept then I turn back on the TV to watch some more movies.I didn't go sleep so i was feeling a little drunk because but i went sleep for two hours. I woke up to get KJ ready for school it was after seven in the morning so i put him in the tub bath him then i cook some breakfast for everyone. Troy was in the other bathroom bathing for work so i made she sure he had something to eat i mean that is my brother in law. While KJ was eating he came in the kitchen telling me that shit smell good he hope his own is there so i gave him a plate. He just was looking at me in the kitchen while i wrap up chris food in one plate.

Me: Whats your stress bro then i started to laugh why you looking at me like that

Troy: No reason bro in law but i still want tell you no disrespect about lastnight i didn't know she was little man mommy.

Me: Its cool brother

Troy: I wanted to ask you something please don't take it the wrong way or anything i just curious about it cause Chris seem to like you alot. I want know how it feel in you?

Me: I just started to laugh then i said Troy its to early for this shit in the morning then i just started laughing again. I swear my son just know when something aint for his ears to hear he went infront of the TV and put on cartoons then i said why you want know that you want try it out a

Troy: Hell no bey i like pum pum to much i just wanted to know what's all the hype all about because a friend of mine not to long get catch with one dude.I just wanted to know what's the hype about it

Me: It feel good once you get through your first time it does feel better than ever

Troy: So its feel better then you hitting some pump um

Me: Yea it feel way better to me i mean because that my roll and thats what i want but you might want try somthing else if you get into it. Not saying you will but it is what it is and im happy and your brother can put it down (When I said that he said i don't want details i already seen what he can do so i am good on that note i still get pictures of that moment flashing back

Chris was still sleeping when I left to carry KJ to school and Troy wanted me to drop him to work as well because his car was getting some work done to it he said. I carried him to the shop then I went on my way to carry KJ to school. When I reach to his school he was excited so I'm thinking either he love school that much or he got one little girlfriend in here. His teacher came to the door to me when I opened it to let him in his class. She came and asked if KJ was ok on Friday because he missed school but I told her I took him on one little trip then she said he is doing so good in school they thinking about bumping him to grade 2 when its time for graduation. I told her he is two short for grade two and I don't want him so just put him in the highest grade one. After I left talking to the teacher I went to him and tell him I gone and he was playing off like he was man didn't want me to baby him up in front of his little friend so i just laugh then I told him ill be back at three. On the way going back to Chris I saw a flower shop and I stop to get a nice arrangement of flowers for him to put on his mom grave to attempted to get him to go visit her. Waiting there to the florist waiting for my arrangement in walks in Dion's big brother.

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