feelings | minsung

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♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ. ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ | ᴄᴏɴᴏɴ ɢʀᴀʏ ♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ.

"ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ

ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ-ʜᴀɴᴅ

ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴡ-ᴜᴘ-ɪɴ-ᴛʜᴇ-ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ-ʙᴜᴛ-ꜱᴛɪʟʟ-ʟᴏᴠᴇ-ᴛʜᴇᴍ"

***

He suddenly felt the urge to look out the window. His eyes widened when he saw the two figures standing only an inch apart, their clothes soaking wet from the pouring rain. They got closer, and closer and closer...the figure on the right opened his mouth to say something, but the other figure immediately leaned in and gently connected their lips together. It lasts for a few seconds, then they break away. They both seemed embarrassed, but there was no doubt in the huge smiles that adorned their faces.

He smiled. He was glad that the two had finally been able to find happiness. Real happiness.

***

"Oh my god, hyung! Did you see his perfect smile??? His perfect face?? His perfect everything????? I think I'm in love!!"

"Sungie, you say that every day." Minho let out a small, inaudible huff and fixed his collar. All he asked for was one day without Jisung ranting about Lee Felix's perfect looks or whatever. He already had enough to worry about, and a best friend who was head-over-heels for someone who probably didn't like him back was the last thing he wanted to deal with.

"I know, I know, but he's so...pow. Y'know?" Jisung fanned his face with a breathy sigh,  a faint blush on his chubby cheeks.

"Yeah, yeah," Minho ruffled his friend's dark hair. In an attempt to change the subject he added, "I heard the cafeteria is offering cheesecake today. Since my class ends earlier than yours, I'll save you one of the good slices."

Jisung's eyes lit up. "Really? Thank you so much, hyung! You're the best!" he leans in and wraps his arms around Minho, giving him a tight hug.

I'm the best. Heh, yes I am. Minho couldn't help but feel proud and blushed at Jisung's touch. "You should hurry to math class, Sungie. Don't want Mr. Kim to get mad, huh?"

"Right! And I share this class with Felix, so I might be able to talk to him!" the said boy turned his heel and started to run off. "Bye, hyung! See you later!"

"Bye..."

Of course. He just wants to see Felix, talk about Felix, dream about Felix...

A small pang of euphoria erupted in his chest, but it wasn't his. It wasn't his happiness, it was his soulmate's.

Minho was currently 18, which meant that he turned 16 two years ago. From that day on, he always felt the small emotions his soulmate would have been feeling. He usually got a lot of bursts of happiness, sometimes disappointment, and often the small tingling feeling of....love.

"Your soulmate is totally Jisung," is what Chan had said, and Minho knew it too. Whenever he hung out with his squirrel-like friend, he felt a slight tugging sensation towards him. Whenever Jisung turned to look at Felix, Minho's heart would clench.

But it felt so wrong. Jisung didn't like him, he liked Felix. And of course he knew that soulmates could be platonic too, but Minho didn't want it to be platonic. 

He liked Jisung romantically.

"Hey, Minho bro! Whatcha doing, just standing there? Mrs. Kwon's gonna get mad if we're late to class!" Vernon, a classmate, said as he ran down the hallway.

"Coming!"

***

"Hey Jisung! What's up?" Felix's deep voice was like honey to Jisung's ears.

"U-um, not much! You?" Jisung sat down next to the freckled boy, heat rising to his cheeks. Oh my god, Felix talked to him first! Wow! What a miracle!

"Eh, not much. Nothing interesting has been happening lately." Felix groaned, rubbing his nose. "But I did hear that Seungmin got together with Hyunjin recently..."

He kept on talking, but Jisung wasn't listening. He was admiring Felix's perfect side profile, his perfect freckles, his perfect uniform, his perfect hair, his perfect everything....oh god, he was whipped.

"--cake, wanna go get some together?"

"H-huh?" Jisung snapped out of his daydreams and stared at Felix. "Sorry?"

"I heard that they were giving out cheesecake in the cafeteria today. Wanna go get some together?"

OH MY GOD IS LEE FELIX ASKING ME OUT ON A FUCKING DATE AHHHHHH-- "Sure!" Jisung smiled nervously. I wonder if I look good enough? Gah, what am I talking about, I look like a rat next to Felix.

I should probably text Minho after class that I can't come with him today. He'll be fine with it.