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DISSOCIATIVE AMNESIA -
The main symptom is memory loss that's more severe than normal that can't be explained by a medical condition. You can't recall information about yourself or events and people in your life, especially from a traumatic time. Dissociative amnesia can be specific to events in a certain time, such as intense fight, or more rarely, can involve complete loss of memory. An episode of amnesia usually occurs suddenly and may last minutes, hours, or rarely, months or years.

NOTE: Im not professional and just having a little knowledge in such thing as amnesia or memory loss. If there is loopholes, flaw, inconsistency or event that did not match the real definition of the said condition please just bear with it.

No edit. Might encounter a lot of mistake.

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Semira POV

Nang makarating sa sasakyan ay hindi na ako nagreact pa ng si Marlan ang umupo sa driver seat upang ito ang magmaneho at habang daan ay tahimik lang siyang nakatingin sa kalsada.

Kitang kita sa mukha niya ang inis at pagtitimpi at sa buong durasyon ng pagmamaneho nito ay hindi kami nag uusap.

Nang makarating sa Condo at maihatid ako nito sa loob ay doon lamang ito tumingin sakin ng may pormal na mukha.

"I can't believe you can do such thing Semira. I am so disappointed with what I witnessed."

I look at her at the way she's looking at me. "And I am disappointed with you too Marlan for taking her side from this b*llshit whole thing." Madiin na sagot ko naman dito.

Hindi na ito nagsalita at tinitigan lang ako na tila inaaral ang bawat emosyon sa mukha ko at sa mga oras na ito ay hindi ko na alam kung ano ba ang mga emosyon ang nakikita nito sakin.

Basta ang alam ko lang ay nagagalit ako ng sobra dahil tila may bagay akong gustong malaman ngunit hindi ko naman magawa!

Na pakiramdam ko ay sinasadya nilang lahat na itago kung ano man iyon. Parang nagkakaisa sila! At lahat sila ay may alam maliban sa akin!

That's what im feeling!

I feel like everyone around me is hiding something from me!

Kaya naman parang gusto ko nalang maiyak sa frustration na nararamdaman ko.

Nafu frustrate ako dahil alam kong kahit anong gawin ko hindi ko sila mapipilit na sabihin sa akin kung ano man ang alam ng mga ito.

Thinking that ay tinitigan ko nalang si Marlan ng matiim bago galit muling nagsalita.

"Pinag kakaisahan nyo ba akong lahat ha? You're all making me believe that Gail Ortiz can't remember me? Pinag kakaisahan nyong guluhin ang utak ko?! Na lituhin ako??! And maybe all of you are laughing behind my back and mocking me that I look like stupid now insisting to Gail that she knew me?!" I shouted.

Ngunit muli ay nanatili itong tikom ang bibig at tila hindi apektadong na patuloy lang akong tila pinag aaralan sa kanyang mga tingin.

And it made me so angry!!

So so angry that I almost want to push her! At gusto ko na rin itong murahin.

Can't she see? Can't she feel my frustration???!

That I badly wanted to know what is happening but why she's keeping her mouth shut??!

Bakit ba hindi nalang niya sabihin ang lahat??!

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