Desire

MY FIRST KISS

We started eating and between we talk something's. My eyes are always going towards his lips. His lips are disturbing me so much. Eventhough i am trying to talk with him. Sometimes i am blushing remembering the chats we did in past. I can feel the the rised temperature in by body. When he smiles he was so cute and i really became so much difficult for me to control not to kiss him. He is eating and taking rest and checking his phone in between. and me eating and staring toward his lips did he saw that i am staring his lips " oh god y this is happening, can I get my first kiss today, all thoughts are wandering in my brain".After some time i think he is full so he said "u eat slowly i had morethan enough". Food getting completing and iam thinking should I make a move or should not i am slowly eating and thinking and i forget to talk to him. In between we are talking he is teasing me. The point came where i lost control. Then i slowly called his name with low sweet voice HARDEN....

And i moved closed to him but he is resistating me. He is truning his head away from me. I tried for somewhile, but then i thought ihe Don't want to kiss so step back. But deep down i have this feeling he also want to kiss me. So i tried again. He still resisting me, while resisting his hand are touching my body. It made me try more. A small play went between us. In between ou play he said " if u completed eating go wash ur hands we will leave" . I kinda dissaponted that time. But i can see his shy and cute smile with dimples on his face from side of my eyes. While trying,my lips touched his cheeks because he is turning his head other side. And i stopped and asked him to "press switch beside us for waiter we will leave i said" he kept his hand on switch but he didn't on it. Then i understood he also want to kiss me. So i just can't stop myself and went to kiss him fastly then he kept his arm between our lips. I can feel his breath my heartbeat increasing i told him" enough harden remove ur hand we came this close it will be hard to control not to kiss u" he removed his hand but turned his head to right and left. I went back because i don't want to force someone to kiss me. Then he grabbed my waist tightly, he pulled me close to him. He told me only FWB ( guys who are reading u will understand why FWB in my coming chapters) i said " i know we already talked about it". At that moment he grabbed my waist its already getting w3t. He then started kissing my lips. At first i don't know how to kiss but as he started i get with flow. His lips are soft and he is biting my lower lip, down his hands are slowly going under my top. He went slowly to my belly button. And we still continue kissing. He is turning his fingers around my belly button it felt so nice he pulled me more closer my whole body is touching him. He is biting i kinda felt some pain and i want to take revenge so i bitter his upper lip.then he is trying to stop. But we are kissing so deep. In between i touched his tongue. While kissing my hand from his face went into his hair. His hair is so soft, i pulled his hair i think he felt pain and asked me remove my had so i kept his hand around his neck. We stopped kissing but agian i kissed him slowly i kissed his cheek slowly i went down and started kissing his neck i think he enjoyed it by listening his voice. He tighted his grip on my waist. He is drawing circles on my belly button. I kissed his lips agian and went to other side of his neck. I really liked it i know by listening his voice. And his hand came around my shoulder and grabbed me out to stop kissing him. I asked him one last time and we kissed again his lips are so soft. After few minutes we stopped and he forced me to wash my hands and gave a peck on my lips. I really liked the peck so much. And stoodup and adjusted my clothes and went to hand wash. While returning I forgot the way but anyways I found the spot and went in and i kissed him again my 2 hands on his face and went around his neck. And we saw time it's already 9 14 pm i should go to hostel before 9 30 pm so he went to hand wash and we paid the bill and we started returning. I got confused with direction and asked him " harden why are we going this direction" he said " we are going for a long drive" immediately my Brian start thinking dirty and i am thinking so "something will be happening tonight i felt so happy inside" and then my hostel came then i realised he is just jokin. As time is up inam running to hostel and i went up and called him and told "i went to my room harden, ok byee good night i told and hangup my phone".

I smiling like an idiot and fingers are never coming of from my lips, i can still feel harden lips, i came to my room and just lie on my bed which was so messy before i leave. And just thinking about the kiss. I am not getting any sleep, my eyes are open and i am smiling like an idiot. Nearly after one hour i changed my dress to pajmas and went for face wash there i saw a clot on my lower lip and i though" idiot harden gave me a mark" and i chukkled and whole thing coming infront of my eyes. And i came and lie on my bed again and thinking about the kiss and just fell asleep after so much time. In dream also again i got the kiss in my dream and i woke up suddenly and i thougt it's happening again but dissaponted because it's a dream. Then i really didn't get sleep and i went out to balcony and looking the empty sky and crescent shaped moon

At that moment i want to scream. i kissed u, i kissed u ,i kissed u, i kissed u......HARDEN i kissed u harden.

Waiting for my second kiss
Elena

Author note

I talk about my first kiss because i want to tell the feeling how i felt. I will continue chapter 2 story from next chapter .

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