Us Against My Past

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Kenza - When I stepped out of the bathroom stall and saw him I didn't have a reaction and I could tell that made him upset. I walked straight to the sink to wash my hands.

"I miss you" he said softly

"Well maybe you should have thought about that before you started dating one of my closest friends after you told me you would wait for me"

"I'm sorry, I made a mistake"

"Charles, an "im sorry" won't cut it. I cried to Estelle after I told you I needed time because I thought I had lost you and made the biggest mistake of my life. She knew how much I loved you and she used that. When I found out you guys were dating I was broken, I was fucking broken. I cried for weeks non stop, in the supermarket, everywhere and barely left my apartment. Carla had to sleep at my apartment all that time because she couldn't leave me alone. And the worst part was I couldn't even blame you, I blamed myself for what you did. So an "I'm sorry and I miss you" wont make up for that." I said, raising my voice, almost crying. You could hear the brokenness in my voice and I could immediately see the change in Charles facial expressions.

"I was broken too, after you told me you needed time I thought I lost you and you would move on. She was there for me to cheer me up and it's what I needed."

"I'm sorry but there's a significant difference. I know I may have hurt you but I needed time to close one chapter so I could fully focus on ours and you understood my reasons, if you had to do the same thing I would understand too. You started dating one of my closest friends. You know the day Estelle posted that instagram post and made your relationship public I was planning on going over to your apartment to tell you I was ready, ready to start our new chapter but I guess you had other plans. Your girlfriend is probably wondering where you are, you should probably head back." I said backing away and opening the restroom door.

"Kenza, wait, please" I could hear him yell but I didn't wait, I continued walking straight to our table. I could see Estelle's facial expression change when she realised we were in the restroom together and to me, it was the funniest thing ever. After my father drove me home I couldn't sleep I knew I wanted to be with him but I didn't know if I could trust him, what if he leaves for my best friend while were dating. I knew I didn't want to put myself through the process of finding out he "cheated" again but I also knew my feelings for him were stronger than the pain I felt.

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The next morning when I rolled over and grabbed my phone from my nightstand a crazy amount of friends, fan accounts and other people sent me tweets, articled and instgram posts. I was so confused but when I clikced on the link I was on shock. I got deja vu from the last time there was articled about the two but this time I couldn't help but smile. I was happy. He must've broken up with her right after they left the restaurant and boy was she fast in feeding the press.

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f1wag.gossip.source Estelle told the press Charles broke up with her last night after their dinner at La Vigie in Monaco. The two were only dating for 3 months!

user1: i knew they weren't gonna last. He didn't look happy

user2: APPARENTLY KENZA WAS AT THE SAME RESTAURANT WITH HER DAD YESTERDAY

↪️user3: NO WAY!!!

↪️user4: wait do you think he broke up with Estelle for Kenza!?!?!?

↪️user5: maybe

user6: I honestly shipped them

user7: PRAYING him and kenza get together

user8: ok but Estelle is so pretty

user9: NO I LOVED THEM

↪️user10: I feel like they were cute together and fit but he never looked happy so I hope he's happy now

sorry for the short part i'll update asap!!!