not quite done | namjin

01.

"jin, time to get up and ready for your therapy appointment."

"mm~ i don't wanna go" the man groaned as he turned over in bed, pulling his blankets up over his face only to feel them being yanked away moments later. he groaned loudly as he sat up and looked at his friend. "come on baekhyun~ can i just skip this one time?"

"no you can't now get up." baekhyun said and seokjin rolled his eyes, sighing but got up anyways.

he got out of bed just to be smacked in the face with some clothes. he removed the clothes from his face and glared at baekhyun.

"what? i don't want to see you and your morning wood so get dressed." baekhyun said as he walked out of the room.

seokjin blushed. he didn't know he was hard basically. he hurried and put his clothes on, hoping for his morning wood to go down quickly. luck was on his side as it did while he waited a bit. he wasn't in the mood to touch himself and quite frankly, he hasn't done that in years now.

he hasn't been up to doing anything sexual in years.

the man made his way to the kitchen where his parents and baekhyun were and he sat down. a plate of breakfast was slid in front of him and then his hair was ruffled by his father.

"dad I'm grown. stop treating me like a baby" seokjin said as he chuckled.

"just two years ago i thought i lost you so I'm cherishing every moment i have with you." his father say as he sit down. seokjin just smiled.

ever since that day, his father had been an emotional wreck when it comes to him. his parents cried the whole time he was... away.

four years ago, he had completely lost the love of his life. two years ago, he went to see him and their friends graduated but was still sad and hurting and ended up getting into a really bad car accident from not paying attention. the accident was so bad that he was in a coma for two months.

when he had finally woke up from his coma, he had lost his memory for a while but gained it back when he realized that his ex wasn't coming back to him.

he lost his memory and could only remember up to the time where him and his ex was still happily together but he was in for a rude awakening when he realized the man wasn't coming back to him. it took him a while to gain the memories of everything back but when he did, he definitely hated himself for it all. for what he did to his ex.

the man fell deep into depression. it had gotten so bad that he tried to harm himself. his parents were scared for him so they made him move back home and put him in therapy.

before moving back home, him and baekhyun were sharing an apartment but now baekhyun also stays with him at his home. his parents were more than happy to let baekhyun stay too. they loved him and baekhyun loved them.

seokjin has only gotten a bit worse over time. he's a lot more depressed and he's back to drinking like a fish again. it's gotten to the point where he's addicted to drinking alcohol. he can't go a day without drinking alcohol. his parents got rid of all of the alcohol they had to try and help him stop drinking so much but then the boy would just come home drunk.

no one knew what to do and they were scared for his health.

"alright, come on or we'll be late." baekhyun said. seokjin sighed but nodded his head. with baekhyun around, it's like he has three parents now. baekhyun also treats him like a child.

he's glad to have a friend like baekhyun though. even though he doesn't say it a lot, he really loves baekhyun and is happy the man is in his life.

"i don't think i need to go but whatever." seokjin say as he stand up.