Random Poems By Me!💃

Right out of my sight

Right out of my sight
I can't even look at a book
Or read at speed
In constant pieces instead of moments at peace
Like the feeling of being assured WAS present, but couldn't handle the lease
Put a beat to my heart, but even that wonders the streets
Instead of bup-bupping steadily in my chest
I wish all my answers would find me in a treasure chest
And my worries would melt away
Instead of my hopefulness
I don't know how I can put more stress ,
On the fact that I feel stressed
A type of feeling that lingers, sort of depressed
Comes back to the front of my mind
At moments when I couldn't need it less
Living more in my mind, than in the land of the blessed
With reaching the end of this situation, I'm obsessed
I might rush the beginning and middle
Feels like my education is being played with like a fiddle
Must extract this feeling into a long-winded riddle
I knew well in advance, that it was a thin line I straddled
But still, tis a fight I insist that I Battle
Weird lingering guilt like, I'm a Tale Tattle
A bell to signal the truth, I rattle
A horse to bulldoze my way through, I saddle
A certain someone I wish to throttle
Just release, all I feel from this wound up bottle
Of mixed emotions, if they were all water paint they'd make brown
Like the sound, that cradles me to sleep with the same calmness of a library, that stillness and quietness transports me away from everything, as I dive into a world different than my own
Settling in my soul, as a story unfolds
The thought alone
Calms me