Elastic Heart {H.S}

Part 4

Ana's Prov

Blush crept up the sides of my neck and infultrated my cheeks. Holy shit! this cannot be happening. This was not supposed to happen. I was just having fun. He was never supposed to kiss me. How could my harmless game turn into......this "You need to leave" i said while i scrambled off my bed, the words slipped out my mouth before i even knew what i was saying. I couldn't look him in the eyes "What?" He nervously laughed and crawled towards me to bring me back to him "I want you to leave" I said a little more harshly this time and push away his snaking arms "Harry! I want you to leave" As much as i craved for tears to betray me i knew i couldn't and wouldn't cry. I couldn't once again go back on my word and let someone see me at me weakest point, especially Harry "What....I....Why?" He stuttered

"Just leave" I say quietly

"Why Ana?!?" He demanded and started shaking my limp body "Why?!?"

"I shouldn't have........WHY DID YOU KISS ME!" I screamed "You shouldn't have done that"

"OH"

"I won't be another game again. I can't be. I can't take anymore of it. You shouldn't have kissed me" A wave of panic over took me and words just fired from my mouth "You shouldn't have kissed me. I'm so stupid this is all my fault, I started this...... I'm sorry" My throat burned from lack of tears and my breathing became uneven.

"Breath Ana, breath" He commanded

"Please don't make this hard for me. just leave. I know this is my fault and all but i wasn't thinking. I didn't know you'd take it this far"

"I'm not leaving"

"Please"

"No, you're freaking me out. I am not fucking leaving. Tell me what's wrong? What were you talking about back at the diner?"

I leaned forward and clutched my head in both hand "Stop, stop asking me so many question. I don't want to remember"

"Okay, okay. I won't ask. I promice. Just don't make me leave. I want to be here for you" I want to be here for you "That's what they all say" I whisper only to myself. There was silence until i finally gave in

"Fine but you have to keep your hands to yourself"

"Deal"

"And don't kiss me again"

"Sure"

"If that was a sarcastic sure, then you know where the door is"

"No Ana i won't kiss you again" He said in monotone

"Good" I grabbed my pillow and the blanket that lay at the foot of my bed and lay them on the floor

"Ana what are you doing?"

"What does it look like I'm doing?!" I slipped into my make shift bed and rested my head on the pillow "I'm trying to sleep but ur still talking" I heard him gowl

"Ha ha ha" He said dryly "Don't sas me, there is plenty of room on the bed"

"If you don't shut up i'll go and sleep on the couch but frankly i'm too lazy so gonna just shut up"

"Wow. You're in just a splended mood"

"Harry I swear to god if you don't shut up i'm gonna smuther you with my pillow"

"Fine" he forced. I knew he was angry but i didn't know what else to do. He begged me to let him stay and i let him, I don't know if i had the strength to kick him out but more importantly i couldn't let my guard down, i nearly took a break at building my walls which tonight i let him knock down a brick. I can't make the same mistake again.

Just as i was slipping into my empty abode i felt his all to familiar arms haul me up and onto my bed. I grunted, without the energy to fight back "You actually thought i'd let you sleep on the fucking floor" I heard him whispter. He must think i'm asleep

"No. I was trying to make a point and it worked.....kinda" a quite fuck escaped his lips "Just don't kiss me"

"I won't......until you ask me to"

"You'll be waiting a long time" Cocky son of a bitch

"Hhmmm"

"Hhmmm indeed"

"Go to sleep Ana"

"Goodnight Harry" I hummed softly

"Goodnight" I was still encaged in his arms and as much as i wanted it to bother me it didn't. I wanted it to but tonight if just a one time thing as soon as morning breaks i've got to be harsher and stand my ground. The last thing i heard before my mind enclosed on me was Harry's soft voice whispering "Mine"