Elastic Heart {H.S}

Part 7

I couldn't fathom my thoughts. My head ached and so did my bones but why I did not know. I was cold. The blanket that normally clings to my figure isn't there, I was starfished out into the middle of my small double bed empty and lonely just like me. I open one eye and the other slowly follows, the room was light, the curtain over by my tall window where tied open to the wall letting natural light infiltrate my room. I hesitantly sat up my hair stuck to my neck and sides of my face and when I look down I was just simply in a black t-shirt and yoga pants. Memories from earlier came flooding in, pills, shouting, hurt, harry, pain, crying, darkness. It all was so sudden. I reach up and put the heal of my hand to my temples. I stretched my stiff bones and shuffled out of my desolated bed but something caught my eye on the side of my bed. A note with heavy messy handwriting wrote "Eat me" with two pills on top of it and a glass of water beside it.

The floor boards creek as I lightly walk over to my when a baseball bat sat hidden in the corner along from my wall. Hey..a girl living on her own has to defend herself somehow. I cringed at the slight squealing of my door as I opened it and tip-toed through to my living room, my eyes scanning every corner of my house visibly seen. Rustling came from my front couch and I jumped back slightly, peering over I saw a sleeping Harry sprawled out on my couch, soft snores leaving his tight lips. My heart suddenly dropped for him, he stayed....

I felt bad if I woke him after everything that happened. Going back to my room I looked at the pills and seen something I hadn't seen before, a new tub of my medication. A smile grew on my face for his kind gesture and I swallow the pills with no regret.

"You're awake then...." I heard a voice rough as sandpaper ask. In a way, I was scared to look at him, like the only reason he stayed and did this out of pity.

"I don't want your pity" I quietly let out. My eyes still hadn't met his. I heard his growl lightly.

"This is not pity" He growls.

"You didn't need to stay...I asked you to leave, more than once if I remember correctly"

"I didn't want to leave"

"That wasn't your decision to make. Why don't you just go back to your friends, go back to your girls they're probably missing their daily quickie" I huff

I heard his breathing become more intense and finally I looked at him. His clenched knuckles were white and his frame was shaking ferociously.

"You don't know anything!" He barks. "I try and do something nice for you and this if how you react. I'm never doing anything for you again"

"I never asked for you to do this," I say stubbornly.

"Can you not just thank me and get this over with"

"Thank you" I say quietly and lay back down with my back to him "Can you leave now, I want to be alone" It's the only think I'm good at, I thought.

"I can't" Was all he said. I was tired of getting angry. I was so tired of everything. He seemed to drain all my energy away. So I just stay quite "I'm trying here. Can't you see that?"

"Yes, thank you but I don't want nor need it" I sigh. A hand got lost in my hair, he made his way silently over to me.

"You do need it...I know you do" Like I said, I had given up with all this fighting. He slid me across the bed and lay down beside me slowly and hesitantly. His long vines wrapped around me and pulled me tightly into his and weirdly I didn't stop him. His head my in my hair and my neck almost as if he was smelling me....Why I didn't fight him though is what I wasn't sure of. I felt...safe.

"I can't leave you alone" He sighed into my neck "It hurts when I do," he says quietly. My eyes were getting heavier but I still under stood the words he was saying.

"I don't understand?" I breathe.

"I know you don't, but you will soon" was his only reply. As my eyes got heavier and heavier soft purrs left his lips and just before I fell asleep I heard him purr "Mine"

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It's been a long time but I'm back and I am finishing this book. I am focusing 100% on this right now so there will be frequent updates.

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Sorry I left it on a cliff hanger but it's late and I'm tired and I have school tomorrow, so my excuse is vallad.

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Lau x