My Worst Boyfriend Ever [ CBG ]

Part 12

"Yoon Areum!!"

Jeritan Ryujin menyedarkan aku dari lena. Dah kenapa minah ni kecoh pepagi buta cemni.

"Apa?" aku bangun dari pembaringan, ku lihat Ryujin berdiri di muka pintu sambil memandang aku.

Amboi cantik bergaya pula dia hari ni.

"Aku pergi jumpa Haechan dulu, kalau kau lapar masaklah ramen cup aku atas meja tu. Maybe aku balik lewat sikit."

Oh ya, hari ni Valentine's day, patutlah dia berhias sakan.

"Okay." aku kembali berbaring setelah Ryujin selamat keluar dari dorm.

Keadaan menjadi sunyi sepi. Sama seperti hari valentine sebelum-sebelum ini. Aku masih keseorangan.

Aku memejamkan mata, cuba untuk tidur semula. Namun ketukan di pintu menghalau rasa mengantuk aku.

Siapa pula rajin lawat dorm aku awal pagi ni?

Dengan langkah malas, aku menuju ke pintu dan memulas tombol. Muka Yunjin terpacak, dia membawa teddy bear besar dan sejambak bunga rose di tangannya.

"Ada orang kirim teddy bear dan bunga rose ni kat kau, Areum."

Kalau Yunjin je tak lain tak bukan mesti hantar barang. Dah macam pekerjaan dia pula.

"Dari siapa?"

"Aku tak tau, tapi macam ada kad dalam poket teddy bear ni. Kau check lah."

"Okay gomawo~"

"Cheonma. Anyway, happy Valentine's day." ucap Yunjin sebelum dia beredar.

Akupun membawa masuk teddy bear serta bunga rose tersebut lalu ku letak atas katil.

Wait, macam aku kenal teddy bear ni. Ahh kat mana ye aku pernah nampak. Tak silap aku masa...

Mataku terbuka luas bila teringat peristiwa itu. Teddy bear ni lah yang aku mahu masa aku dan Beomgyu pergi funfair.

Teddy bear yang Beomgyu tak benarkan beli sebab motor dia tak muat untuk bawa pulang.

Kad ucapan dalam poket teddy bear tersebut aku tarik lalu aku baca isinya.

To my beautiful Yoon Areum,

Jal jinaesseoyo? Aku harap kau baik-baik sahaja. It's me Choi Beomgyu. I want to meet you to straighten out the misunderstanding between us. But I know you don't want to see me if I ask you out. So, the only way is to write a letter for you. There are few things you need to know about me. Pertama sekali, I'm truly apologize for the bad treatment I gave you when we were still together. I realize that I have made you hurt, sad and disappointed. Like you said, I'm such a terrible boyfriend :) But I have my reason why I treat you such way.
I have been hiding something from everyone for a long time. The truth is, I was dumped by my ex girlfriend whom I loved and trust very much before, because she said I was too good for her. It was very painful when she left me just because I'm being too nice to her. Perhaps it's true that I treated her in a very kind and gentle way, and that made her feel uncomfortable with me. Jadi sejak tu aku bertekad, if I'm in a relationship again, I will treat my partner in a terrible way. Aku sengaja layan kau dengan teruk sebab aku nak tengok sejauh mana kau dapat bertahan. At first, I thought you will leave me immediately just like the others did, but I was wrong. You still want to be with me even though you were hurt many times. You still love me even though you were treated like nobody.
The night we went to your favourite cafe, I actually wanted to tell you this but the timing wasn't right. Aera is that ex girlfriend and I swear aku dah lama lupakan dia. And right now, you are the person who walked into my life and changed it completely. You will always be in my heart Yoon Areum. But I will accept the fact that you have forgotten about me.
And the last thing, I really want you to know that I love you with all my heart. I fell in love with you at first sight when I first saw you at gerai ahjumma Kim. You are so precious to me but I'm so stupid for hurting you.

I wish nothing but all the happiness you deserve in this world.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Saranghae, Yoon Areum.

From: CBG

Tanpa aku sedar, air mata aku mengalir deras. Luahan dia sangat menyentuh hati aku.

Choi Beomgyu pabo! Kenapa kau tak cakap awal-awal?

Bunga rose yang dia beri aku tatap, kali ni ada 36 kuntum yang bermakna segala kenangan indah bersama akan sentiasa dia kenang sampai bila-bila.

Aku nak jumpa kau Beomgyu!

Telefon aku capai lalu mendail nombor Beomgyu, namun dia tidak mengangkat.

I have to find him.

Aku bergegas berdiri dan bersiap untuk berjumpa dengan Beomgyu.

Tiba sahaja di depan asrama lelaki, aku cuba bertanya dengan pelajar lain tentang keberadaan lelaki itu.

Tetapi semua tidak tahu Beomgyu pergi ke mana. Secara kebetulan aku terserempak dengan roommate Beomgyu.

"Jeongin, kau tau tak Beomgyu ada kat mana?"

"Dia kata tadi dia nak pulang ke kampung."

"Pulang kampung? Buat apa?"

"Dia bercuti kejap sebelum exam mula."

Aih memang pelik budak ni, time nak dekat exam ni lah dia bercuti.

"Dah lama dia gerak?"

"Boleh lah dalam dua puluh minit yang lalu."

Mesti dia dah pergi jauh, hmm. Perasaan kecewa mengusai aku.

"Oh baiklah, thanks."

"Okay." Jeongin pun berganjak pergi.

Aku terduduk lemah di sebuah bangku. Am I late? Beomgyu dah ingat yang aku lupakan dia.

Kalau lah masa boleh diputar semula.

Choi Beomgyu, I miss you so much.