Roblox Hours Oneshot! [Re-opened]

;; 🌼 : Until we meet again : Angst

This is currently the next one shot requested by someone I'm working on apparently wattpad is a little shitty on me so I'm going to work on this one first so I might wait a little so while waiting I'm gonna work on this also this is requested by thefand0m_writer! This is for them and since wattpad won't let me tag anyone uh just take this and uh yeah anyways

Summary / Prompt : Ronin / Drifter and you have been friends, sadly your not a Host like Drifter is so, Reader dies permanently and Ronin / Drifter to watch them die and apart from that you'll see the impact of your death and sadly who couldn't confess to you in time

I just wanna say that Ronin's name would switch out from Ronin to Drifter but basically you'd most likely call him Drifter and on the story it'd be Ronin and also Bloxxer and Ronin are brothers (head canon)

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Memories we created from at least past ten years never knew it'd be such fun with you when I thought I was lost you suddenly appeared like a guide, a light that guides me somewhere I should be and you know when I lost my brother Bloxxer I thought that was the end for me but it wasn't. Fate gave me another chance to be somewhere I need to be and sent you to lead me the way through that you were like a family to me a friend or the person I've waiting to lean on whenever I need to or had to

I honestly can't express how much I was thankful for whoever sent you to lead me where I need to be, I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you and you know when you and my brother met he was so thankful you led me, be my side whenever I felt I was alone we spent our years almost together I was so damn happy to finally be with the person I've been finding and I'm still happy you were there when I found him it's like as if you led me there. Telling me my brother would be there waiting for me, missing me, finding for all those years we got separated

Hey at least we spent fun times with him too before eventually you insisted on coming with me onto the battlefield, of course I was being persistent and protective over you because.. What if I lost my guiding light? What if I lost someone again? What if I lost someone I love once more? But of course I let you at least try I didn't want to break our friendship just because you insist on coming with me onto the battlefield and who knew my what if's became true.

That's so unfair of you honestly, why couldn't you have told me you weren't a Host like me and my brother how could you leave me without saying goodbye? I should have been persistent on protecting you, I should have let you yell at me for how unfair I am to not let you join me in the battlefield now I have to suffer in losing someone again I hated it when I feel like I was just lost in the dark without the guiding light telling me what to do (this is not a doors reference I swear-)

Why did I let you join the battlefield? What if I could have I confess for you? What if I could have save from your death? What if..

What if?! All of those what ifs again it's not gonna bring them back, tears won't bring them back, what ifs won't bring them back, blaming myself won't bring them back it's still so unfair though why would have to this to me?

"[Y/N] thank you" I hugged them while smiling I couldn't believe I'd be meeting my brother with them by my side, this day is the best day of my life I couldn't be much more thankful than having both [Y/N] and Bloxxer to be here by my side "What are you thanking me for Drifter?" I laughed softly "For being with me, silly whenever I needed a shoulder to lie on you'd be there! So I'm really glad to have as my friend" I smile as I ruffle their hair while grinning widely

It doesn't matter really you're gone what's the point of everything I've been telling you "Hey Ronin? We have to go.. It's about to rain soon I don't want you getting sick" I heard Bloxxer said as I sat there in front of their grave rethinking the good memories I've made with them "Oh uh yeah sure I'd be with you in just a moment" I smile at my older brother gently wanting him to not worry about me as I mourn about someone I cared most, he left after that and of course

I took one final glance on their grave imprinted with their name, their year of birth to year of their death 'How I wish I could spend more time with you' I sighed and stood up "Maybe just maybe in your other life we could meet again.. I'd be waiting for that day" I smile at their grave I wanna at least be happy that they could rest in peace and I'm sure wherever they are. Their happily watching over me at least I have some sort of guardian angel now even though I have lost their guiding light their still with me no matter

Because I know for a act that they'd never leave my side even in the afterlife of theirs.

✧─── ･ ｡ﾟ★: *.✦ .* :★. ───✧

I'm very sorry if this not that good I'm not that used to writing angst but I tried my best to write one, don't worry I'll try practice more onto writing angst related but for the meantime I'd work on "thefand0m_writer"s request I'm very sorry if I can't tag you by the way and also put a song on top of the story to get the atmosphere of this one shot to be angst, that's all types for the request again!