𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐧 (𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟, 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟) 𝘢 𝘳𝘫 𝘢𝘶

i'm falling again

Ricky's POV:

I don't know what got into my senses this past week. With EJ. I don't even like EJ, now he hates my guts.

"Ricky! You need to drive me to school!" Nat slapped me with a pillow.

"Okay, okay, where's-nothing." I realized that EJ wasn't sleeping with me because he hates me.

"I'm in my bed, and your not here. And there's no one to blame, but the drink in my wandering hands"

"What's wrong?" Nat asked me. I sighed. I wish I could tell my sister that me and my bully had sex, but she would beat him up.

"Nothing," I smiled and lied. Nat threw my shirt at my face. "Dude-"

"Get ready. We still have school." She pushed my head to my pillow.

"DUDE!" I changed into a pink sweatshirt with blue jeans. I looked at the scar on my arm. No one will notice.

---------- SCHOOL

I saw an angry EJ walk through the hallways. I got so scared. He was also with Thiago. "Hey faggot!" EJ pushed me against the wall. "Don't start rumors about me bitch."

"I-I didn't say anything, I swear!" I was very feared by him. He could see that.

"Forget what I said, it's not what I meant. And I can't take it back, I can't unpack the baggage you left"

"Shut up, bitch. Don't do that to my guy ever again! Your just a fucking gay slut!" Fucking gay slut. Faggot. Did you really think EJ Caswell would be friends with you? Idiot. Just go die already! No one cares.

Tears were coming out of my eyes, as EJ had me in a chokehold. I was gasping for air, unable to breath. You deserve to die. My vision was getting blurry. "EJ, stop!" Nini yelled. She tried hitting him, but Thiago blocked her. She doesn't even like you, pathetic bitch

"Stop, EJ!" Everyone kept yelling. Thiago kept pushing the people away. I knew this would be my death. Having EJ Caswell choke me to death. I felt some of my bones cracking. Then, out of nowhere, Gina karate-chopped EJ's hand.

"Motherfucker!" EJ cried out. I was released from his grasp, trying to get some air after that near fatal death.

"What am I now? What am I now? What if I'm someone I don't want around?"

"If you go near Ricky ever again, I will beat your fucking ass, Caswell!." Gina yelled.

"You? Think you could beat me in a fight?" EJ scoffed. Gina then punched EJ in the lip, leaving it scarred.

"I'll have you know I know karate." Gina smirked. EJ and Thiago finally left me alone. Gina, Nini, Jet and Maddox all came up to me. "Are you okay-"

"Stop," I pushed them away. "I-I just need some fresh air." I said. I grabbed out my phone to text my sister.

Nattie 💜

hey nattie, im leaving
school early so go with nini
or on the bus :(

what?? why??

got beat up by ej

WHAT???
THAT BITCH 😡

ma'am language
i'm okay. i just need to
breathe for a sec

Nooo riri u cant
leave me in this hellhole
take me w u 😏