KASHMAKASH (Book3 - Raichand Brother sereis)

7. Heart to heart

Agastya made him look at his face - Kyu maafi mang ra h...

Aru look at him startled

Agastya - kyu maaf kardu me bata? Tu to mujhe protect karna chahta tha na...  bachana chahta tha mujhe i should be thanking you...

Aru look away...

Agastya made him turn - Tujhe meine kitni bar bola h Aru... baate mat chupaya kar.. khas kar vo baate jo family se juri hui ho..

Aru's eyes had tears

Agastya - tujhe papa ne bola ki me sach bardash ni karpaunga.... or tune manlia?? Kia itna he jnta h tu apne bhai ko....  ? tujhe lga ki me sach handle ni karpaunga.... par  kia aj sach mere samne nhi h..? Ji ra hu na is sach k sath... mar to nhi  gya na

Aru shocked n immidiately put his hand on his mouth - bhai please....

Agastya - kyu chup kara ra h mujhe.... wese bhi tera bhai to bohot bura h .. humesha bas tujhpe gussa karta rehta h kabhi tujhe ni smjta.... Jis galty k liye Addu ko maaf karsakta h usi glty k liye tujhe nhi kia.... bohot bura h vo

Aru cried -  bas karo bhai... please bas karo! meine esa kbhi nhi kaha .. na he me esa manta hu... me jnta hu ap mujhe saza dena chahte ho...  or meine us saza se kbhi mana bhi ni kia lekin .. apne usdin....

Agastya hurt - Kyu ? Kyu nhi kahu me vo baat... kia mujhe bura ni lg skta...? jis bacche ko meine apne hatho se pala jo mera baccha h jo mujhe sabse achi tarah se smjta h.. jise sab meri parchayi samjte .. usi ne mujhe nhi smjha? .. wese to tu papa ki ek bhi baat ni manta or vo baat manli tune?

Aru with tears -. Me apko batana chahta tha bhai.... p..par mw dar gya.... mujhe lga agar apko kuch ...

Agastya  - Kia hota mujhe zyada se zyada shock lgta ...  tut jata... to tu smbhalta na mujhe... jese ab sambhal ra h ... 

Aru shocked he never thought that way

Agastya sighs - Mujhe nhi pata tha ki tujhe papa ne majbur kia tha ...  i was hurt because u let yourself played by Daksh....  Addu ka me smj skta hu because vo bachpan se esa he h ... use khudk liye ladna ni ata . .. mumma k jane k baad already bht bare bojh se guzara h vo tu or me chahe jitna koshish karle .. dadi ne kuch damage ese kiye h usk dil me jo kbhi repair ni honge we just have to deal with it....ek ese ladke ko jo alrdy ek bojh k sath guzar ra h uspe ek aur bojh aa jana usk liye kitna difficult hua hoga i understand....  and i m very proud ki tune esi situation me apne bhaiyu ka sath nhi chora....   dhal banke khara raha tu uske liye......  but Apne bhai ko akela chor dia?

Aru look at him stunned..

Agastya hurt - ekbar k liye tu nhi aya mere pas aru...  kbhi socha tune tere bhai ko bhi teri zarurt hui hogi? jab vo sach mere smne aya ek pal k liye mere pairo tale zamin khisak gyi thi ... the first thought which came to my mind was you aru ...

Aru look at him gasped

Agastya - u did not belong to me.... that was the only thing going in my mind.... 

Aru shocked and immidiately snuggle himself closer to Agastya - No bhai.....  me sirf apka hu.. sirf or sirf apka.... i only belong to you bhai...

Agastya let tears fall from his eyes he was also holding on to a lot of things which he was not able to share with anyone not even with Aniya...

Aru saw the tears and gasped his bhai never cried he was the strongest person ever

Agastya sadly - ye sab baate me addu se share ni karsakta .. he is already holding on to a lot of baggage i cant add on to it...  i was only hoping for you to come to me once but tu aya he nhi....