The feeling of loneliness emboded in my heart
Why do i always fell on people who can't give the feelings back
Why do i always had to have what ifs in my head
If only i was braver, would i still end up to this misery
Why do i feel like you came at the wrong time
I always prayed for someone like you to come but didn't expect it at this time
Why do you seem so perfect
I prayed you to be like that but i myself can't reach you
I always act weird around you
Talking nonsense and shivering whenever you're near
Are you also noticing me like i always do to you
Or you didn't even take a glance at me cause you don't even care whatever i do
I think my prayers are wrong
I prayed for someone like you to come in my life but didn't pray for you to love me back
Am i being so hopeless thinking that you're the only man
Who can make my heartbeat like this fast
Why am i writing this
In the middle of the night I'm talking nonsense
This might be a puppy love or not
But I'm sure that your the first person to make me feel like a lady
I am always causious towards my actions
What if i did something wrong that might get myself look like a fool in front of you
Little did i know i am already a fool
Believing that maybe, you can love me back
It's already long but i can't stop myself from writing
I wanted to cry but there's no tears to shred
So maybe writing is the best way to get my emotions out
Maybe after i write this my feelings will also fade out
You're like a piece of art
I can't understand
Why are you so pretty yet so hard to read
I've been a reader all my life but your the only book i can't understand
Maybe I'm writing this because I'm craving for your love
A love that i know i will never get
I hope someday when i read this poem again
I already had someone in my side who'll make my windy nights become warm
A/N: The poem is messy isn't it? That's what I'm feeling rn.
