The First True Slayer

Becoming heartbroken

The club is fogy and smells of leather musk I look around and see Buffy and Angel laughing and having a conversation, she waves me over and I follow her hand

"Hey I just wanted to say thank you so much for helping...your like the sister I never had" Buffy said while hugging Angel's arm

"Same from me...you saved me I'm in debt to you" Angel said with a hand over Buffys hand and they both look at me like I'm a hero and then they go to the dance floor and all of a sudden I feel arms around my waist but I don't feel scared and I look down to those hands and I know whose hands they are

"You did it, love" Willam said and turns me around to look at him
"You saved Buffy's boy toy....and the world....you deserve a reward" he said and inches his head closer to mine and looks down at my lips I feel myself being pulled by a force I can only describe as love and lust and....

I flutter my eyes open looking at the ceiling and I sit up and look around....I'm in my bedroom..I realize what had happened in my dream and I touch my lips...I want Willam..the dreams are getting more and more filled with thoughts and images I've had of him...I look at my clock and see that it's time to get ready for work.

During my drive to the school I think about the advantages me and the gang have had. Buffy dealing with a broken hearted ghost and the fish boys from the swim team and while I was helping figuring out what to do during that all I could think about was spike.

His slim but muscular build, how he hides his curly short hair under a ton of gel, his smooth but rough voice, the way his blue eyes prices to my soul everytime he looked at me which sounds quite ironic.

Here's the thing there are moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who your gonna be..sometimes theres little stuble moments sometimes there not you'll know what I mean soon.

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After I got to the school things went by as usual do my job, check if there's anything new with the possible world ending situation and at night go patrol with Buffy.

When I got the cemetery I saw Buffy fighting some vamps and jumped in the help when I got a few kicks , punches and stake though the heart with one of them Buffy takes the other by the collier

"I want you to take a message for Angel tell him I'm done waiting I'm taking the fight to him, you got that? You need me to write is done for ya?" Buffy said

The vampire goes after her and she stakes it easily

"I'll tell him myself then" Buffy said disappointed

I give her a hand off the ground

"You worry to much....he'll pop out soon probably working up some stupid plan that we will take down and the world will be saved once more" I said with a cheerful smile

"I know...I'm just getting sick and tired of it I just want it to be over" Buffy said

"Well how bout you come to my house for some tea to calm your nerves? And also chocolate cake" I said putting my hand on her shoulder

"Thanks that would be nice but I got homework to do for the finals plus the assignment you gave me...I'm starting to really like your class gives me time to draw out feelings" she said