What is this feeling?

Madly in love again

I could never be more madly in love with someone. He's my strange addiction. I like him and only him. I want to be with someone that only likes me at that time and will only like me throughout the relationship. I know you can't control who you like. I dated someone and I liked someone else I felt so bad. I don't want that for myself or anyone else. I love him so much. He's worth my time, energy, and money. He's worth the universe. I like when I give him my rings and he wears them. It makes me happy. He makes me feel loved. His energy radiates. When he's happy it makes me happy, when he's sad I'm sad. That really surprises me because I'm terrible at catching social cues. I'm terrible at telling when someone is uncomfortable or sad until someone points it out. I feel because I don't want to make people uncomfortable. I want to make people laugh, I want to make them happy. I want to make him happy. He matters a lot to me if you can't tell. He makes my life worth living. I can't describe how much I like him and how much he matters. You get the point.