She Is Zarcaen's (Queen Quadrilogy #1)

CHAPTER 32

"Ang sarap mo sigurong putulan ng ulo," malamig kong wika na ikinawala nito ng ngisi.

Pero hindi iyun nagtagal dahil agad lang rin bumalik ang ngisi niya dahil mas lamang ang libog niya ngayon kaysa sa maging pikon. Dahan-dahan itong lumapit sa akin suot ang nakakangilabot na ngisi. As if I'll be terrified.

Mas takot pa ako sa halimaw ni Zarcaen.

Marahas nitong hinila ang aking buhok at pinatingala sa kaniya. "Alam mo bang matagal na akong nagtitimpi sa iyo? I badly want you to become my queen! You're an ideal, perfect! Magaling kang makipaglaban, I'm sure you're good in bed too?" He smirked.

I looked at him emotionlessly, hindi niya alam na si Zarcaen ang gumagawa ng aksyon kapag nasa kama kami. Ungol lang naman ang ambag ko, eh.

"Why did you ask me? Ask Zarcaen instead. He can even give you my rating," I answered flatly.

Mas lalo niya akong sinabunutan.Is he fucking gay?! Ang sakit na ng anit ko, ah!

"Was he good? Does he make you satisfied? O baka wala sa nabanggit ko? Does his manhood makes you incomplete because he's short?" malakas itong tumawa.

Kapag ito paslakan ko ng tubo sa bunganga, cardiac arrest and ending nito.

"You have no idea how monster he is," wika ko.

Nakarinig ako ng mahinang tikhim sa mga kawal na nakikinig lang sa aming kumunikasyon.

"I have five inches and—" I cut him off

"Is that worth to be proud of? You haven't even accomplished half of what he has," walang emosyon kong wika.

Sabay-sabay na nabulunan ang tatlong kawal pero walang pumapansin sa kanila.

"Walang akong pakialam! Ang sa akin lang ay maangkin kita!" he exclaimed.

I gritted my teeth. "Why the hell are you so into me when you have your queen?" hindi ko na mapigilan ang magtanong.

"Because I want a child!"

Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya. He wants a child? Ang simple lang pala ng gusto niya tapos aabalahin pa ako?! Napailing-iling ako.

"You have a queen. You've been together for decades yet you didn't even bother to make a baby?" I rolled my eyes.

And here comes between me and Zarcaen, ilang buwan pa lang magkakilala pero dalawang beses na akong niyare.

Speaking of him, where is he at this moment? Does he know I'm not in the Dark Kingdom? Is he searching for me? Has he discovered that I've been kidnapped? Is he making plans to rescue me?

I don't want him to bother saving me if he has plans to do it. Pag-iinitan na naman siya ni Litavis kapag nakita ito. Ayokong isaalang-alang niya ang buhay dahil lang sa akin. He must prioritize his safety for future purposes, he's the real King of this world, hindi ang hukluban na ito. I can easily make a plan for an escape if I wanted to, hindi pa lang ako makapag-isip ng maayos dahil inaantok at wala akong gana. I don't know what's wrong with this body of mine. Malakas naman ako dati pero bahang tumatakbo ang araw, dahan-dahang nawawala ang sigla sa aking katawan.

However, there's still inside me wanting to have hope that Zarcaen will save me. Na tila'y naghahangad na sa pamamagitan doon, I am special to him—that he wants to save me not because he just needed me. He wants to save me not because I am not just his responsibility since I am the queen of his kingdom. I want him to save me because I already have a spot in his heart.

I may be acting harshly towards him, but I didn't deny to myself that I am starting to fall in love with him. He's amazing.

"Are you talking about Genucia?"

Napabalik lang ako sa reyalidad dahil sa taong nagsalita sa aking harapan. I almost forgot that he's still here. Sorry about that, he's too boring for me.

I saw how he laughed like a mad scientist. "I have sons and daughters before, a lot! But she immediately killed them if she saw them aren't good-looking. Ang iba na umabot sa edad lima ay minomolestiya niya at kinukulong sa chamber. Pinapatay niya rin kapag umabot sa walong edad."

I froze.

Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig at biglang natuod sa kinatatayuan.

W-What did I just hear?!

Naramdaman ko ang pandidilim ng aking paningin. Parang gusto kong pumatay ngayon. Thinking of the innocent babies being killed and raped by their own mother made me want to see red. I want blood. My Mafia Queen blood suddenly gets hungry.

"Why did you let her?" malamig kong tanong.

"Because she'll expose my dirty secrets about how I killed the royal bloods."

What a pathetic reason! Mas lalong kumulo ang aking dugo.

Isang malakas na puwersa ang ginawa ko. I looked at how his eyes widened as he started to step back after witnessing how I easily broke the chains with just one pull. No, I didn't get rid of the chains, nasa pulsuhan ko pa rin ito nakapalibot. Ang tinanggal ko lang ay ang bakal sa itaas kung saan ito nakakabit.

I smirked at him dangerously as my light brown eyes became darker than you could even think it was the color of fire.

"Let me show you how this Royal Blood's Queen makes you suffer and you could even beg me to kill you."

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