The Red String

8

"Hi" he said with a small smile. what with a SMILE. "H-Hello" i said little scared. "how's you doing?" he asked. "uhmm fine" i said. "hmm nice" "hmm" "don't you asked me too?" he said with making small pout. "uhh no i-i was about to ask" "then ask" "yes. how's you doing these days?" "umm it's normal but i'm missing those days when you were with me. I missed when you enter my cabin without knocking" "uhh i-i was sorry but i forgot every time" he was laughing. i was shocked it felt like nothing happened between us. he's laughing a little more i made a little pout and said "i already said to you that i was sorry about that will you stop making fun of me" "I was not making fun of you. i'm laughing thinking about that because that was cute so cute that it's hard to forget about them" Am i hearing the right words he's speaking. "how can you say cute to that person who insulted you and never came to you for being sorry" i was controlling my tears because....because he's so pure. He know i hurt him when i know that he likes me but he saying nothing to me not asking me why i said those harsh words to him but here he's making me comfortable around him. "umm lets forget about that" "how?" "what?" "Tae.... how can you forget that i insulted you. I hurt you" "it's fine. i was the one who was wrong stopped you like i owned you never once thought that you may also have problem or something like you can't tell. so, if we see clearly i was the wrong one and i was the one who didn't show up to you and today also i thought i'll say sorry to you but end up asking you to return money. So please y/n please forgive me" "No.... i was the one who reacted over and spit all the bad words" "No its fine because you spit i got to know about how my staffs bothering you but let me tell you i don't know that this is what happening in my company, But i fix all of them". "that's great" "So, would you like to join again" "no.. i'm good where i'm working now" hell no i want to escape from that fatty and his staffs but i don't want to go to his company again because the staff will i'm again using him. "Please" i turned to say no to him but he's pouting at me keep saying please to me he's looking the most cutest man his boxy smile almost giving me a heartattack. This remind me of that boy

FLASHBACK

"s-sunbae" i turned to look that cute boy whom i seen 2 days ago. That pretty face, cute boxy smile, i think i "sunbae i-i'm fresher can you please write best wishes for m-me" "okay but why're you stuttering" "ohh i-i'm just s-shy" "aww okay give me your notepad" he gave me i wrote best wishes for him wanting to tell him that i like him but i  think it's too early. "here take this" "thank you sunbae" "uhmm i'm yang y/n and your's?" "I'm ....."  I patted his heand and went for my class. 

He keep coming to me asking for help and i enjoyed his company as well  we became good friends and i think i started liking him more when i know about him. i love to make him happy and i think he also feel the same way. But one day when i was hanging with my friend i saw him with a girl they're talking and i heard them "oppa please say yes to me, please i can't live without you" he was just staring at that girl who's hugging him tightly i was about cry and what i saw next made me cry, i saw her kissing him. i ran as fast as i can and went to the girls washroom. I cried till i left with no tears. i washed my face and then i went to my class showing everyone like nothing happened. After lunch i was hanging with my friend when i saw him walking fast towards somewhere totally ignoring me, like i was invisible i followed him and saw him again with that same girl. she was smiling that made me clear that something is happening between them. I ran again then jay caught me and proposed me i saw he's also coming towards me but stops when he saw jay kneeling down with a ring  infront of me. My eyes were keep staring at him wanting him to come and stop all these but he's just staring at me he didn't come a step towards me and that made me very clear that i was the who's thinking we're getting close to each other not like friends like someone who love each other and that he also have same feelings for me too. I stared at jay and say yes to him while my heart keep saying me wait that he'll come but i  saw him clapping with rest of the students for me.

FLAHSHBACK END   

"Y/n" i came out of the blue and saw tae waking me from my thought. "ohh sorry... i was on my thought" "so what are you thinking?" "when i was in college i liked a boy alot but i can't remember his name" "wait you said you liked that person but you didn't remember his name. Is it possible" "yes because my love is one sided and i was in last year of my college so when i know he didn't like me i stopped seeing him and i then got in relationship with jay so i tried to forget him but the main thing is i never saw him again not even once." "oh so how's you going on with jay" "ahh it's like-like he's with ana and specially ana is very happy being with him so i can easily forget about what they did to me" "you don't miss him" "Kinda no because when jay started liking Ana he stopped doing stuffs with me so i totally forget now how it felt when he first grab my hand so it's kinda easy for me" "you still like him?" "affcourse not." "So dou you hate him?" "Umm no but i never tried to dislike him but he was the one who gave me the fucking reason to hate him" i was so hurt just thinking about the pain he gave me is boiling my blood and tears fill my eyes. I order beer and drank all in one shot as i told i'm weak when it comes to alcohol. i was drunken and told everything about me and jay. And also told him how i prepared myself for having sex but ending up brokeup. 

" I think you're frustrated" "huhh no i'm in pain" "No you're not in pain because he doesn't like you but you're frustrated because you prepared your mind for having sex but end up not having sex" "What you m" i was stopped i was in shock my eyes were open wide when he kissed me.         

This is the eighth chapter I'll update the next part soon. Hope you like it and i think next chapter is the last wish for me that i finish his chapter in next chapter 🤣.
Take care of yourself yeorobun 😚