The Red String

8

1  Month Later

Y/n pov

It's sunday, finally i get a chance to relax. This week i worked like a robot. When i left him that day showing him my anger, i left with no courage to show infront of him he must have hated me for insulting him. I started work in another company not as big as tae's but i want money to live so i'm working there and i've to return the money as according to tae's contract but i'm scared of him. I already save money to return him, because i've to pay him i almost stop wasting my money, started cooking at home, stop myself for buying clothes. But it's fine because from next month i can be myself again. But how can i contact him. I stood up from my bed because thoughts about him never let me sleep and it happened every time So, i went to eat make something. Them suddenly I heard something I ran towards my balcony and saw raining this reminds of Taehyung somehow I don't know why but I want to be with him now want to dance in this rain I don't know what's happening with me,my mind and with ........ My heart. Suddenly lights gone my apartment filled with in dark black colour but why.... why... why.....Aahhhhh why it's always happen to me. I forgot to pay electricity bill, fine i've to pay bills first but that means i've pay from the money i save to return tae. hahhh haha hahaha why always me I think I'm the most hated child of god. Okay i'll give him money next month okay that sounds great. Finally i got electricity back after I paid bill. let me first bath with hot water because the weather went from super hot to super chill. Ohhh that was nice lets make something to eat. Shit fuck i got no time to buy food this week again today i've to eat ramen uhhh i'm so fucked up annd this is all happening because of my seniors ahhhh they always give me their work to do and because of that that FATTY... i mean my boss, yeah i know i should've call him with respect but he always flirt with me but when i asked him to stop he get angry and started giving me headace. I mean a young girl or woman like me why choose a fatty, divorced and father of 2 kids rather i choose....choose someone like tae who's good at talking, give respect everyone, humble, hot,sexy,handsome...... ahhhhh what am i thinking i should stop thinking about him.

I was eating my ramen when a message popped. It was f-from tae asking for return his money and sending me pic of contract which i signed. I'm totally fucked up.

Tae: According to the contract which you signed is saying you've to pay me half of your salary back. It's almost 1 month you left.
*sent you a pic*

                                                                                                Can i give you return next month??

Tae: No, I want it today. I'll send you the address. No more msgs now.

What to do now i'm so fucked up. my phone rang again because of the msg he sends me the address and my heart sank deep in ocean of pain.

I was getting ready to meet tae. I think i'll never go to that hotel again because that place was the first place where i found Jay and Ana together. I don't like him anymore but the feel of getting betrayed by the person you trust the most was kind of painful and i don't know why tae choose that place i know he don't know about that but he know i met him nearby that hotel's park. I don't know what is going on his mind but it's fine i'm the one who made him hate me so it's normal for him to be like this. I watched time on my watch and it's finally time to meet him. I pick my bag i don't want to drive my car so i took a taxi. I never drive that car because memories of that little cute boy always showed up me. when i reached there i started sweating memories of that days it's hard to forget for someone like me. I told Ana that i'm okay but how can i easily forget that unknowingly they still have betrayed me. I messaged tae because i nohere found him and he replied me telling me he's in bar so, i went there and found him. He raised his hands showing me he's there and telling me to come there through his hands. I was noticing his face expression but i can't see angry expression rather his face telling me... telling me he's relieved but from what i don't know.