" God I am so lonely so I open the window to hear the sounds of people"
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To,
To my dear daughter and the women who I call my wife.
I'm sorry.
Your dad.
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It was his last letter cause after that we heard dad left me and my mom for some other women. I still never managed to find out who. He never gave me explanation but after someday later we heard dad committed suicide in the railway tracks.
Honestly I never really blamed him for leaving us. I blamed him for not talking me with him.
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"Is it too hot"?
"Nope just perfect" zen answered.
"Babe u didn't even taste it."
"I don't need too"-
"What?" Zoe asked
"Come on you make everything delicious . I'm sure they will like it"
"Thank you honey"
Even tho I can clearly hear the pain and the agony in zen's voice i choose to ignore it
"But who the hell is coming it's 9 in the night?"
"Harry and Andrew"
"What no ew" I replied with instant uncomfort.
"What you don't them to come andrew?"
"I do but can't we just only invite Andrew and not that creepy dude-"
Yeah but it was zoe's idea she thought it would be goof if we invite him too.
But why-
"Well I don't want him to feel left out".....
Intense silence.
As Zoe turn back
I made a cringe face at zen.
"Don't blame me she is waYYyyY tO kind" they whispered at me.
I need her kindness for me.
"God not again"- I slightly whispered.
"But I think we will cut down some money if we keep including him maybe he will give us some discount."
Zoe replied cause I am sure she saw my reflection from kitchen through the fridge.
"Oh you guys don- "
Before I complete the bell rang.
"I think they are here."
Oh no.
Zen opened the door as andrew walked in then harry.
He is wearing a red suit. While his curls are perfectly falling all over in his shoulder. While his green eyes looks devilishly dark.
He is such a model.
I hear harry's caugh before I take my eyes out from him.
I hate how beautiful he is.
But now I'm sure he saw me looking.
"Please take seat". Zen and Zoe announced.
Andrew and harry sit in the couch together as I sit in the kitchen counter while wearing a Bermuda and one oversize tee shirt or nirvana.
I have slight headache this days.
God he is so extra I whispered at zen
"But aren't u gawking at him 5 min ago?"
"What."
"No shut your dumb ass mouth"
"Alright"
After 5 min later we all sit together to have dinner.
Zen ordered some wine and beer for the boys.
By the time we were done with dinner. Zen handed over the glass of wine.
After done eating we all sit together roundly in the couch some were in the floor.
Harry is awfully quit today.
"All right girls I was thinking that winter started we could go somewhere like a picnic or do something all together if you guys are free"
"Yeah I like that idea"
Any idea about what we should do? Or go?
"I bearly have money to go anywhere"- I realized it is too late to take my words back. I embarrassed myself.... again but I don't mind all of them know I'm broke.
I shrug
"I bearly have money to spend on new clothes and shopping plus the traveling cost a lot in here "
"Yeah I agree" Zoe agreed with me.
Why don't we have something in here? Andrew replied
"Like what?? "
"Like star wars sword fighting"? Zen replied.
Oh- I like that Idea" andrew replied.
"But they are costly" andrew replied.
"Yeah.... "
"Uh If u guys don't mind we can share mine"
Harry replied.
"How many do you have?"
Like 4.
"Okay I can buy another one " Zoe replied.
"Time?" I asked
"This Sunday maybe at night? I'm sure andrew have work on that day too" Zoe asked.
"Okay Maybe 12? " Zoe asked.
All right we all agreed.
"All right then Sunday at 12 in night at this place bring it on."
