White Noise [Poetry]

01

| pure |

first days are always hard
filled with the nerves of somewhere new
but you knew how to play your part
and there i was, just smiling up at you

i remember how pure it was
sitting by each others sides
talking softly under all the buzz
throwing glances as times flies

and when we were moving up
we stuck to each other
making the most of time
until it all seemed to just unwind

that's when you became everything
that's when i realized something
how far i took what meant nothing to you
how pure i had been only for it to not be true

because first days are always hard
and you made my nerves disappear
but you knew how to play your part
and i fell for it, only ever pure

but i won't remember it with pain
even though after you, i am not the same
i won't let my anger show
just disappear, like you know