Benaam Rishta:An Invisible String

Chapter22

"Yes, I'm upset with you" Anirudh was startled to hear her voice. He looked here and there desperately to see her, stopped hear her voice again "I'm upset....not only with you but also with Bondita. You know Anirudh, since childhood I too used to like you and after our marriage I confessed my feelings for you. But being a husband you never told me that you had fallen in love with an unknown girl' by hearing her voice. I know circumstances made you believe something that wasn't true. Still , had you told me once,The situation might be different today. Leave it. What to say you when my Bondita didn't find me enough trustworthy. I thought Bondita and I were mirrors of each other, nothing hidden between us. Even Nothing is hidden from her about me but on the other hand, she never removed the invisible curtain that she kept between us. She neither let me know about her true identity nor that she was in love with someone....with you since childhood. but no, She has no fault. I know she didn't do such voluntarily, rather was compelled to do that. I'm not angry with anyone of you for that, nor upset But for the stupidity you two are going to do. I know, Bondita and you always wanted to see me happy, anyhow. Bondita sacrificed so much, suffered a lot just for my happiness and when I got to know that unknowingly I became the reason of her pain, I wanted to die that instant. I wanted to end my life to unite two lover but when I gave birth to our baby, looking at his innocent face I couldn't think of dying. Being a mother, I couldn't think of leaving my little kid alone. I didn't want to make my child motherless. Even unsure of future, I felt a sudden urge to live more, with my baby. Then doctor also said that there's chances of me being cured. so I decided that I won't die. I knew Suicide is a heinous sin and committing suicide wouldn't bring effectual solution, rather it would put my loved ones in grief. I was happily waiting for you to come back with Bondita. Thought when you two come, we will think of any solution for three of us, was sure enough to unite you two by hook or crook and then I will go away from you all with my baby.....but....the cycle of destiny reversed in a heartbeat and I had to take my last breath because of the heinous conspiracy of Dr. Subodh and Mahesh. My desire to take my child in my arms, live with him and unite you two, seeing you and Bondita happily together.... remained unfulfilled. Maybe that was my destiny. But one thing is proved true that whatever happens, happens for the best. What I got in return is unexplainable. My Bondita has been the bestest mother to our child. I was so happy thinking My prayers of seeing you two together is going to fulfill but what is this Anirudh? Why are you two doing like this? What makes you think that you are betraying me?That Binitha will be upset to see her two best friend happy together? Didn't I give enough hints that how much happy I'm? But you two have to show greatness. So listen, I'm not a bit happy with your stupid decision of separation, rather I'm hurt..so hurt. I had two last wishes, I know one can never be fulfilled but please fulfill my another wish. otherwise, you will never see me ever again, will never see that twinkling star in the sky. Amidst those infinite stars, Binitha will never shine brightly in happiness. NEVER.....!!"