**Trigger Warnings**
I've gave them my blood
It was shed excruciatinglyI have broken my bones
Pain like hell firesNever Again,
And that was solely mental.I never thought
That I would so willingly
Let blood drop into my bathroom sink
As I stare blankly into the mirrorI gag at my reflection
But it doesn't stop there
Soon I'm hurling like no tommorow
Bliss, disgust
And blurred images of a smiling face
Not my ownShe would be disappointed
She would be mad
But she isn't here
Because it's all just a dreamWhat to do
When you never wanna wake up?
YOU ARE READING
Distractions
RandomForget about the world while subtly reminding yourself how screwed up everything is... (Completed)