I vow to love you 💍 - a stray kids fanfic

16 . Bittersweet

Chris-
she couldn't remember me. I ran out as fast as I possibly could and I said screaming all the doctors put me down and put me on the bed and tell me to calm down because I could I could try my brain from emotional trauma they said, I had come to find the two weeks that I was sedated in a coma to go back to square one again because they told me pregnant if I couldn't come down, .

I will literally skylight rain and have a panic attacks and mental episodes of potentially high myself or others and I didn't want that because they said I was their miracle case because they said that I should be messed up really badly like hopelessly messed up but they said it's a miracle that we pulled through and had the fan cognitive ability that we do because lots of people don't get a happy ever after a hard Felix came out in the hallway because he heard me screaming and told me to calm down,

I held him and the olives and I cried a little boy. He told his date comforting me is weird because 

I'm his hyung and he's younger than me, but I didn't know what to say. I didn't know what to say. I was very emotionally drained.

It was weird getting Coming from someone who's a little bit younger than you but me and he know what to say. It's almost like he became me and a split second I was like he marched into my body.

I was telling you everything that I would tell him the time of panic, but man the way he spoke. Felix-

t they said, at first I thought he was dead because his blood alcohol level it's still no excuse, but I mean it until institution because he can't function alcoholics entire life but he's finally gonna give us less but enough of that because we need to focus on getting a mentally fit and ready to go see Liz again if she says you're freaking out you're going to scare her and she's going to think you are mad at her traumatic brain injury is make them upset.

Do you understand

me Chris do you understand me and you need to pull yourself together and you've done it for you I'm going in you flip your head held high with your head held high and you're going to talk to Liz and gently remind her of the love that she will share. I told her how you guys met, I always say little bits of tokens or hope that person but because we're not he hit her head a few weeks ago and she had memory problems.

I had to remind her that I was her husband and I was there for her.

I mean Maddie's memory loss is more like fogginess, but she I mean shuffle and you know we house no answer but where is that you're married and we can't run away when things get scary, tough or misleading we have to stick together .

Han -
we're here for you. We're here for you Chris and when was it you're scared and we know that you're upset but on it's scary and I know that we have to stick together at a time like this like just because things are bad doesn't mean that you can literally in the cry like a baby when things are going well because if you do that you're basically hurting

Liz and it's not OK. I know that you would never went away from a problem because you're a leader  for a reason . Lee know -we're going to get through this together but the only way that we're gonna get through this how we always saw our problems together because if you don't get your act together,

I mean you're in for some serious trouble man and I don't know we can even say you now you need to wipe off those tears and go weed her in the photo book your
the only one that can save her memory.