Benaam Rishta:An Invisible String

Chapter19

He understood his raising emotions, what kinds of thoughts started knocking in his mind. thus before doing something wrong, turned around to leave her house as soon as possible. one step or two he stopped feeling a hold on hand and next felt two arms around him and he was being pushed towards the wall. Before he could process with the sudden happenings, pair of lips met his. he stood there shocked. Bondita kissed him softly. Pouring all her love. He somehow controlled himself, cupping her cheeks tenderly, made her face him. his heart hammered hard to see her. the way she was looking at him was......way different. it was of a...need. filled with desire. he Gulped hard. felt an urge to lose in that moment. Even he was on the verge of losing himself in her alluring gaze.

"B.. Bondita...I..Sh..ould..go" He somehow uttered, Trying hard to be distracted from her enticing plumpy lips. he again turned to leave only to be pulled by her. he parted his lips to say something but words died in throat as she again closed the gaps between their mouth. This time the kiss wasn't so soft. It was way passionate. Her palms rubbed around his neck sensauslly. jolts of electricity pass through his system. His already intoxicated mind lost the battle and he indulged with her in a battle of lips wrestling. he also reciprocated her passionate kiss with the same intensity. Exploring each corner of each other's mouth.

"Ani..Anirudh... love me...to.. tonight.. shower... your... love..let me love....you...just... please.. it's Holi.. colour me with your love... please.." She breathlessly murmured over his lips. he was back to reality, looked at her with pain filled eyes. He wanted to love her.... very very much. But was controlling himself reminding of the heart-wrenching truth, thinking of the fateful destination of their love....and Binitha..no.no he can't do that anymore.

"Bondi...Bondita..I...we.. shouldn't........" She didn't let him to complete the sentence, pressed her lips on his. kissing him hungrily. He wasn't in a state to ponder over why she was doing like this. Still was startled by her sudden changed behaviour. She was behaving so......desperate... what's the reason! When she herself decided to stay apart. said that it would be.... wrong.... injustice....to Binitha!

He groaned in ecstasy...in pleasure..guilty pleasure. yet was frustrated as he was bound to hold himself back. Whereas his body reacted totally opposite. His whole body was trembled feeling different kinds of sensation . Sweat bead formed in his forehead. What was she doing to him...!! His heart was thumping vigorously, feeling her soft palm roaming on his bare chest. That's when he realised his shirt was already undone. But how...! He sighed. Warned himself inwardly. Things may go out of control! Slowly pulling himself back, rested his forehead on hers. cupping her face lovingly spoke..

"Jaan, listen to me, we have to be careful. Don't torture me like this. please. I...I won't be able to control.... myself....if..."

But she wasn't in a mood to listen. looking intently, arresting him in her deep winsome eyes she said huskily " Be reckless for tonight. Forget everything and just love me....let me feel your love.... for the last time. We may never meet ever again.... please....I beg yo...."